It's you ( Kaoru x reader)

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You were in the host club  sitting at the window it was your mom's birthday and you is it wanted to sing her favorite song that she used to sing to you as a kid

You:*crying* happy birthday mom

You're alone
you're on your own
so what?
have you gone blind
have you forgotten
what you have
and what is yours
glass half empty
glass half full
well either way
you won't be going thirsty
count your blessings
not your flaws
you've got it all
you lost your mind in the sound
there's so much more
you can reclaim your crown
you're in control
rid all the monsters inside your head
put all your faults to bed
you can be kind again
you don't get what all this is about
your too wrapped up in your self doubt
you've that young blood
set it free
you've got it all
you've lost your mind in the sound
there's so much more
your can reclaim your crown
you're in control
rid all the monsters inside you're head
put all your faults to bed
you can be king
there's method in my madness
there's no logic in your sadness
you don't gain a single thing from misery
take it from me
you've got it all
you've lost your mind in the sound
there's so much more
you can reclaim your crown
you're in control
rid all the monsters inside your head
put all your faults to bed
you can be king
you've got it all
you lost your mind in the sound
there's so much more
you can reclaim your crown
you're in control
rid all the monsters inside your head
put all your faults to bed
you can be kind again

You  hug your knees to your chest not knowing the entire host club was peeking through the door

Kaoru:*whispers* why is she acting so sad today?

Haruhi:* whisper* [it's her mom's birthday I should let Y/n tell them] I don't know I've never seen her so upset before we should leave her alone

Kaoru was already in the room slowly walking towards you all Haruhi did was sweatdrop Kaoru was about to put a hand on your shoulder but you turn to  him tears still in you eyes

You: K-Kaoru *quickly wipes tears* what's taking you guys so long? I'm used to you complaining about me or Haruhi being late...well then again it's only a few minutes before the house club starts

Kaoru: you were really crying

You: w-what are you talking about!? I wasn't crying

Kaoru: yes you were your face is still wet from the tears

You:...I just had some stuff in my eyes get off my back would you!?

Kaoru started laughing you just simply look at the window and ignore him

Kaoru: oh your being so cold today what's-

That's when a massive pile of girls came in carrying the rest of the host club with them

Time skip

You were grabbing your stuff to finally go home when an arm went around your shoulder

Kaoru: Y/n you still haven't told me what's been going on with you today

You: I told you there was something in my eyes

You pick up your bag and walk towards the door when Kaoru caught your hand

Haruhi: Y/n you-oh uh...I'll wait for you outside

That's when Haruhi left leaving you and Kaoru in the empty classroom

Kaoru:...tell me what's wrong

You: let it go already bug off its nothing

Kaoru: but your not yourself so it is something

You: what's it to you!?*turns towards him* so what if I'm not myself it's not important!

Kaoru: it is to me! so stop hiding things from me!

You widen your eyes at his words and gently pull your hand back

You: mom..I mean Kaoru I-

Kaoru: your mom...is that what's going on with you today?

Tears welled up in your eyes you tried to hold them back but you were failing so you hugged Kaoru with your face hidden in his chest

Kaoru: Y-Y/n?

You: if only mom didn't disappear then I wouldn't be so alone

Kaoru slowly hugged you you with his chin on your head

Kaoru: your not alone

You: yes I am!

Kaoru: no your not!

You:...Kaoru

Kaoru: you have Haruhi Hikaru and everyone else and you have me your not  alone so stop keeping yourself bottled up!

You: Kaoru...I don't...why? why did mom have to go!?

You hug him tighter and start crying again all Kaoru did was rub circles on your back silently shushing you