Different (Jungkook BTS) [Volume 1] {COMPLETED}

Chapter 18

I went to see Daniel in the hospital, the doctor said that
(Y/N) saved his life and that with rehabilitation he could continue the basketball

But something told me I had to see her. I had to ask her why she did this, even though I know her answer, I had to hear it from her mouth with her own words

I went to her house and her father opened the door and told me she was in her room

When I entered she said nothing so I break the silence

"Why ?" I ask calmly

"So you saved her... and you ask me why ?" she answers with sarcasm

She got up and stood in front of me

"Let me rather ask you why you were so anxious to save her ? You didn't want the others to have fun with her ?! Or it was annoying for you to think that someone gave her more pleasure than you ?! Come on and Dawson tell me !" she shouts angry

Then she began to hit my chest with her fists, repeating "Answer me !!" again and again

But the anger invades me and I grab her wrists and I hang her brutally against the wall

"You want me to answer you, well, I will... I wanted to save her because I love her. I wasn't jealous about ideals of treating her as a sex slave, quite the contrary, it was one of the reasons that pushed me to save her... And I've already told you that I will never let you make her live what you lived"

"The events you experienced traumatized me and I did not want it to happen (Y/N) because I didn't want her to be like you. I didn't want her to keep ideas of revenge in her mind and she closed on herself like you, you know when I saw that with me you changed I thought you'd stay like that but when you saw (Y/N) you started again"

But suddenly the sadness and regret mix with my anger

"You know... the last time when we quarreled and I told you that (Y/N) and I weren't a couple I wasn't lying to you... And even after what you did I can't hate you... Because during all those years when we were best friends, I started to see you... differently, I saw you as a woman and I loved you... enormously, even more than anything Rawa"

Tears were running down my face, but I tried to continue

"But now I don't know... I do not recognize you anymore... You're no longer the girl I fell in love with"

After that I let go of her wrists that were marked and I left the room

I climbed into my car and drove to my secret garden... I stayed on the bench to reflect and this scene that came back to my head without stopping

When I raised my head it was almost dark and it was raining... But I liked this rain because nobody could see my tears

I finally got up and, instead of taking my car, my feet dragged me to my apartment. I entered and I continue to my room then unable to do more I put my phone on the bedside table before collapsing on my bed

2 days later :

Your P.O.V :

It was two days since you were back in high school and you had not seen Dawson

Despite your mother begging you to come with James, you refused

Now it was time for lunching... You were alone as yesterday but suddenly she was there in front of you

"Can I sit with you ?" she asked with a small voice