Different (Jungkook BTS) [Volume 1] {COMPLETED}

Chapter 21

Rawa P.O.V :

I had left my father with (Y/N) parents while I was looking for the toilet

I went upstairs and I passed in front of a room surely her. The door wasn't completely closed so I could see and hear them

But seeing them like this had destabilized me then by inattention I dropped a vase and I was only hoping that they  didn't hear anything

Dawson behave with her as he did with me... before. He could not bear my presence... He had even told her the only words I dreamed to hear

I couldn't bear to see them like that so I decided to enter in the room

However, the anger that rose within me was transforming into a feeling of remorse

 "Huh... I... I'm looking for the toilet... Do you know where is it ?" I asked stuttering

His gaze was so cold and distant that I lost my words but (Y/N), simply put her hand on Dawson's and smiled at me... benevolent

"The toilet is downstairs but if you want you can use my bathroom... it's the door right there" she tells me pointing the door

"Thank you"

I did not know why but the fact that she was... kind ? Reassures me in some ways... I think she was right

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She asked me to take her to the office to discuss and I knew that Rawa would try to listen to us

"How did you get it ?" was the only thing I asked her

"First I heard a noise and I immediately saw that your eyes were fixed on a point outside the room... Moreover you called me by my first name which is rare... And finally, you said 《I love you》while looking at the door, before kissing my cheek, not to mention the fact that you usually say 《I love you cutie》" she said with a sulky face

I could not help smiling at her

"What's funny ?" she asks

"You"

After all of this, despite all my efforts I started laughing

"Me ? Why did I do something funny ?" she asked

"Not quite, but in any case I must say that you are really different both" I replied

"Are you talking about me and Rawa ?" she asked troubled

"Yes... You are different from each other, physically and personally speaking... She hates to show herself as she is, she prefers to hide herself while you are natural and you are not afraid to face the eyes of others"

"She is cold and unfriendly to people she does not know, you are the opposite, you are ready to help and give your trust to strangers"

"You pass the happiness of others before yours... And I understood why... You do this because you think that because of your 《difference》 you have no chance or no merit to be happy but you are wrong"

"You are the person who deserves the most... Despite all the trials you've passed through, you go on, raise your head and give an angelic smile of yours"

"And the last thing that differentiates you is me... Or rather the influence you have on me. When something or someone wounded Rawa... I could not control myself, I let anger take over... But with you it's different, you tried to reassure me and told me that anger was useless"

"Besides, I promised to protect you and your bright smile"

She remained silent for a moment then she put her head in the crook of my neck

I huged and I stroked her hair gently... I had seen in her eyes that she was afraid... And I knew that to reassure her she needed it

"I want to meet a boy like you... I do not have any requirement on his physique, I just want him to be as understanding, caring, kind and kind as you are, but above all I want to feel the same... to be able to be safe in his arms as I am in yours, I want that by his presence my doubts and my fears are erased... I just want him to love me"

"I'd like you to let your heart choose because you can't control your feelings" I said, still holding her in my arms

"Maybe you're right" she said frightened

"Do not be afraid" I said, huging her a little harder

"We should go... You can do it ?" she said worried

"I must" I said in a bored tone

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Rawa P.O.V :

After a long moment of absence they finally got out of the office... Of course, he was carring her in his arms smiling

"What were you doing in the office ?" (Y/N)'s asked

"We wanted to discuss alone" he answered with a smile

"In the meantime, you can head to the dining room" (Y/N)'s father spoke

"Dawson, you can put me in my wheelchair, I first want to go check out the dessert" she said

"I can carry you directly to the kitchen" he replied, making a cute face

"You're not going to carry me all the time, are you ?" she asked surprise

"Of course I can" he said

"Stop acting like a child, can I get down now ?" she asked

"Okay" he said, and he resigned himself to putting her in her wheelchair

Then she looked at me with a smile

"Rawa, would you mind to come and help me ?" she asked me

Dawson looked at her disapprovingly and her parents looked at her anxiously but she waved that everything was going to go well

"Of course, I follow you" I answer

I'm so sorry this chapter is short but I didn't have time because of school but I hope you like it ! ❤