Fuck society

Peter's note

Eddy walked into Peter's room for the first time again in a year. Since Peter died. He noticed his name on a envelope on his desk. He walked to the desk and took the envelope, he sat on his bed and held envelope in his hands and was deciding wether or not he should read it. He knew it was the note he left him. He could maybe find the reason why Peter had done that to himself, but he didn't know if he was ready for that just yet. Losing one of his best friend that way. He blamed himself, how couldn't he notice the pain of his brother. How couldn't he save the person that was his brother, his best friend. The person he knew the most. He left the room but took the envelope with him and put in the nightstand drawer that stood besides his bed. He put on his jacket and walked into the kitchen where his parents, Mary and Luke Jackson sat drinking coffee. Eddy could see they weren't happy, of course they weren't. They hadn't accepted it yet that he chose that way to not be here. Eddy put on his jacket and checked if his cigarettes were in his pocket that was on the inside of the jacket and opened the door.

"Edward? Will you be home for dinner?" Asked Mary as she took a sip of her coffee. 

"No, i'm going out with friends." Responded Eddy in his deep, husky voice.

"When will you have dinner with us?" Asked Luke, kind of hurt looking.

"I don't know, maybe tomorrow." Replied Eddy.

"You always say that!" Complained Mary.

"I know, I promise I will eat with you guys tomorrow!" Said Eddy as he walked out the door.

"EDDY, MAH' BOY!" Yelled Felix in his stentorian voice, when Eddy arrived at school.

"FELIX, MAH' MAN!" Shouted Eddy.

Amanda and Emily laughed. Amanda had dark blue hair and  was in a black plaid skirt and a lace crop top, fishnet stockings, leather jacket and big, long leather shoes that were up to her knees. She was really skinny.  Emily had neon pink hair and dressed in black knee socks, short black skirt, graphic T-Shirt and leather jacket. Felix dressed much like Eddy, leather jackets, ripped jeans and etc. Felix had orange hair, short on the side, long on the top. 

"Hello baby!" Smirked Amanda in her silvery voice and kissed Eddy. 

"Hi babe!" Responded Eddy and took her by the waist and kissed her again. They were his best friends, Felix, Amanda and Emily. He couldn't stop thinking about that envelope, But he couldn't imagine telling them about it, maybe Felix, who was his childhood best friend, but he still couldn't imagine telling anyone how he felt. He only told his brother that kind of stuff.

"Felix, come on!" Said Emily in her appealing voice and took his hand when he came besides her.

"What?" Asked Felix smiling and kissed her on the cheek.

"Nothin', I just wanted to hold your hand!" Said Emily cheerfully.

Felix smiled and stroke her hand with his thumb. They could see that Eddy wasn't like himself. 

"Eddy, are you alright?" Asked Amanda concerned.

"Yeah, I'm fine!" Replied Eddy and put a cigarette in his mouth and lighted it.

"You sure?" Asked Amanda again.

"Yeah!" Mumbled Eddy as he inhaled a smoke.

Felix looked at him in the eyes and gave him a look. He knew something was wrong. He didn't say anything in front of the girls but he felt like he needed to talk to him. The ball rang.

"English?" Grunted Eddy and put his cigarette out.

"Yep!" Said Felix as he took up his bag and put it on his shoulder and grabbed Emily's hand.