Letter 14

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dear jeon jungkookie, 

yah, you. why do you make my heart feel this way? i... only felt this way with him. but he hurt me. you didn't... currently, anyway. my mom told me that people can change. i believe her, after seeing you cry on my arm or hand that day. it was actually heart warming, haha.

okay, i'll stop with the fake happiness. that's what you'd tell me if you were sitting next to me as i write this letter, huh? here- i'll be blunt. min yoongi broke up with me yesterday through a phone call, seeing as he couldn't be bothered to even do it in real life. wow, what a guy, huh? after all that happened, he couldn't at least see me in real life? 

i cried over him. i'll admit it, i did. but i won't cry over him now, not anymore. he's not worth my blood, sweat, and tears. he's not worth anything i have. everything i have is only just barely worth you. i just hope you'd notice so i don't have to sit here continuously dropping hints, you know?

do you even get any of the hints me or my friends drop? are you just oblivious to them all? seokjin told me when namjoon asked him out, namjoon had been dropping clues left and right for the longest time before he finally got a single clue through his thick skull. then- bam! there goes a new relationship.

i hope someday we can be like that. happy and together, safe in each other's arms. but i know that'll never happen, huh? you probably don't like me in the same way that i do. if you did, then i'd be the happiest and most surprised man ever to step on this earth and breath the air.

with love,

kim taehyung 

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