I Fell In Love With My Bully

chapter 11

Antonio pov 

I cant believe how lucky I am to have Jessica in my life she is the best thing that has ever happened to me then Jessica woke up and said "awe tank you" then she kissed my cheek and I said "oh I said that out loud" she said "yup super loud you even woke me up but that's a sweet thing to wake up to so once again tank you" then we both giggled and I said "your welcome" then I kissed her forehead and I said "hey do you wanna go to Ihop" she got up really fast and said "hell yea why are you still laying down" I laughed and said "ok lets go I think I still have some clothes in your room right?" she said "yea you have like your own closet" we both laughed and we went upstairs and like 20 thousand minutes later Jessica came downstairs and I said "well it took you long enough" and she hit my arm playfully and I pretended to be hurt and then she kissed my cheek and said "to ihop legoooo" then she got on my back and pointed to the door and I laughed and carried her to the car and as soon as we got in Jessica put on some music and she couldn't stop singing so I decided to sing with her we had a blast then as soon as we got to Ihop she jumped on my back again and said "leggooooo" then I laughed and ran inside carefully so that she wouldn't fall and we waited like 5 minutes until our table was ready then I ordered buttermilk pancakes with whipped cream and fudge with some bacon and Jessica got the same thing and we both talked and started laughing and we had a great time together but we always do anyways but anyway after we paid we got in the car and drove home and we were both stuffed and we just went to cuddle on the couch then we ended up watching all of the Twilight movies and she changed her mind to Jacob because of his new haircut and the way the scene of where it rained really got to her and she would not stop talking about it and I think that watching all of the Twilight movies was a bad idea then Jessica said "ok ok I will stop talking about it you can remove the pillows from your ears now" and I didn't realize that I did have two pillows covering I said "woah how did those get there" then we both started laughing and then I started tickling her and she said "A-Antonio you a-are so random" I said "yes yes I am" then I stopped tickling her and patted my lap and she sat down facing me and then she put her legs around my waist and then held onto my neck and then I held onto her waist then all of a sudden jessica says "I forgive Brian and Kyle" then I said "what" in a rude tone then she got off of me she said "I forgive Brian and Kyle" I said "why would you be so stupid" she looked at me with shock then she said "wh-what" I said "AFTER EVERYTHING THAT THEY HAVE DONE TO YOU YOU FORGIVE THEM SEE THIS IS WHY YOUR DAD LEFT YOU BECAUSE HE DIDNT WANT TO BE EMBARRASED BY YOUR STUPIDITY" then I cover me mouth and Jessica is bawling her eyes out and I said "je-" then she said "wow Antonio I never expected you to yell at me like that and I never thought that you would mention my dad in that way dont talk to me" then she was about to leave but I said "Jess" then I grabbed her arm lightly and she said "dont just dont you of all people know how much pain my dad caused me and then you just I just cant I dont think that we should talk to eachother or be bestfriends anymore I really dont know what got into you but when it changes let me know so I can consider being near you again goodbye" then she went upstairs and I tried to follow her but she went into her room and locked the door and I slid down it and started crying why would I say that I dont even know why I would I know how much pain she was in she tried to kill herself over that and then I heard another door close and I realize that she is in her bathtoom and then I put the pieces together and start banging on the door she is gonna try to kill herself omg what have I done I finally bust the door down and bang on the bathroom door and I hear muffled cries until it dies down then as soon as I bust down that door with my foot she is on the floor with blood all around her and I check to see if she has a pulse she has one thank god I pick her up bridal style and carry her to my car and I rush to the hospital and keep saying 'don't give up please please stay strong' then as soon as we got to the hospital they took her away and I sat down in the waiting room not wanting to even try to go because I know they wouldn't let me then as soon as I sit down Kyle walks to me and sits down next to me I say "what the fuck are you doing here" he said "I came to talk to Jessica but when I got there I saw you carrying her to your car and her shirt was soaked in blood so I followed you here so what the fuck happened" then I said "ok so we were fine and then all of a sudden she said that she forgives you and I say what and she said it again and I said that the reason her dad left was because he was embarrassed by her stupidity" kyle had his mouth basically on the floor and he said "wow that's fucked up I would never even think about saying that to her and you mean the world to her I just wow" I said "yea I know she said that she doesn't think that we should be bestfriends anymore and that she doesn't want to be near me" and start bawling my eyes out I cant believe I'm crying in front of Kyle out of all people but she is my world my galaxy my life and I might have just took hers I'm such a dickhead I shouldn't have gotten mad at her for something so little like then Kyle said "well if I were you I would just give her some time is she you know lives" I said "yea thank for the fucking great advice" sarcasticly he said "hey I'm not used to giving advice I'm just used to getting and not listening to it anyways" I said "yea I know" then he said "hey don't get mad at me but why did you get so upset about the smallest thing?" I said "to be honest I don't know she is my life and I think I just ended hers" Kyle said "yea I think you did but try to be positive for her but did she have a pulse when you got to her" I said "yea barely I just hope she is ok" 

Jessica pov

how could he say that to me he was my life he was my everything how could he say something like that over the smallest thing I realize that I'm in an all white room cant I just die already nobody would care before I would at least think Antonio would care but this proves me wrong I'm just waiting for my great grandmother to appear and give me the choice of living or dying but she doesn't appear but then a door opens and my curiosity gets the best of me and I walk to it and its the waiting room I walk through the door and see Antonio and Kyle wait Kyle why is he here I listen to them Antonio says "I'm a real dickhead I cant believe I said that she is my life and I may have ended hers" Kyle said "ok so you know I absolutely hate your guts right now right?" Antonio nods and Kyle says "because she is my life too but I know I have a messed up way of showing it but I love Jessica so much and I'm trying to show her that I can be good for her and she fnnaly forgave me if I know Jessica I know that she will forgive you too you may have said some dick head shit but you mean so much to her I can tell by the way she looks at you and how she always smiles at the mention of your name and I know she means the world to you because you will beat the shit out of somebody who even looks at her the wrong way I know because I was one of the people you beat the shit out of and I have witnessed you do it so I know that she will be smart enough to realize that you would never say that and mean it you guys have known eachother your whole lives trust me she knows you would never hurt her on purpose" and Kyle is right I know he only has the best intentions for me and he just doesn't want me to get heartbroken again I can never stay mad at him I walk out of the room and then there she is my great grandmother and she said "so I guess you want to live" I said "yea" she said "you made the right choice he is the perfect bestfriend and you know that" I nodded and hugged her and said "thank you" then she said "your very welcome honey" then before I know it I'm opening one eye and then blinded by the bright white light of the hospital room and then I push the button to call a nurse and then like 3 nurses came in and then I asked them when I could leave they said that they have to keep me here for at least 5 days to make sure I get a full recovery and then I said "can I see two guys named Antonio and Kyle?" then they said ok then like 5 minutes later Antonio comes bursting through the door and Kyle comes in the same way and Antonio just stands there awkwardly then kyle just jumps on my and I laugh at the difference because usually it would be the opposite but then I hug Kyle back and and then I kiss his cheek and said "thank you Kyle for changing my mind" he said "what?" I said "so before I woke up a door opened and it lead me to the waiting room and I heard what you said to Antonio and I love you too" then I see the tears in his eyes I said "awe don't cry come here" and I moved over on the bed and he layed down and layed his head on my chest and I played with his hair and I said "I was just gonna give up but thank you Kyle for saving my life" then he looked up at me and I kissed his lips and then Antonio coughed awkwardly and Kyle blushed and then he said "Jessica will you be my girlfriend...again?" I said "yes of course" then he put his head back on my chest and I felt him crying and I laughed and then I said "and for you Antonio I know you were just trying to protect me and thank you what you said was way out of line but I could never stay mad at you you are my life too" then I saw his eyes fill with tears and then I opened my arms and then he saw the bandage and the tears fell out but he was close enough for me to pull him and so I did and I hugged him so tight that my arms started so I winced but I still didn't let go and he didn't either then Antonio said "Jess please don't ever leave me" I said "I wouldn't even think about it" then I said "oh and I have to stay here for a while" then kyle picked his head up and said "how long" I said "5 days" then kyle said "well can I stay here with you?" I said "if you want" then Antonio said "can I stay?" I said "yea of course it might not be the most comfortable space but if you want to" then Kyle said "ok well im gonna go get some clothes and ill be back in like 20 minutes" and Antonio said "me too" then I said "ok see you then" then they left and I closed my eyes for the time that they were gone 
What will happen next keep reading to find out.