I Fell In Love With My Bully

Chapter 13

Kyles pov

I have been depressed ever since I got that text from Jessica I haven't gone to school I haven't gotten out of bed only to go to the bathroom and I still cried I can't get her message out of my head she hates me she had every right to I don't blame her I really don't I'm not going to say that I was right to do any of those things to her cuz I had no right I don't know what I was thinking my mom came in " kyle you have to go to school you have been like this for too long she has the right to be mad at you but just give her time and in that time you need to get your shit together your going to school tomorrow no excuses now get up and take a long long shower " then she left and she was right she was completely right so I got up and took a shower and I went to the park where I sat on the bench when Antonio saw me he said " hey do you get the plane tickets to Jessicas house warming party " I said " no she sent me a text saying she doesn't want to see me and she doesn't actually forgive me " he said " ohhhhh shit sorry man well knowing Jessica she wont stay mad for long ".

Jessicas pov

I sent out plane tickets to Antonio and Brian so they can come to my house warming party. I honestly miss being in Lynn but Florida is better and this way I wont be abused by my so called " best friends ".  Plus I get to live in this awesome house but the party is tommorow cuz still have to go and buy things for the party. But im waiting for my bestfriends to come over. Yes I know it seems kinda quick to already have best friends but they are my neighbors. We met when me and my mom were talking to our neighbors and we kinda just clicked. They have been with me through all of this pain they always come when I tell them im about to have a mental breakdown and they know just how to make me feel better. I feel like they know me better than anyone else. Their names are Emily and Nick. They know a lot about me and I know a lot about them. They are always trying to encourage me to go to their school and I think that I might. I will go for one week and see how it is and if I don't like it then I will just go back to online classes. So me and Emily went to the mall to get some clothes for the party. we got some cute ass things though. We checked out and went home when we got home the house looked amazing and then we saw Nick and my mom finishing up the decorations. I mean it already looked amazing but now it looks party worthy. I told them that they can sleep over and the checked in with their parents and they were cool with it and so was my mom so they went to their houses to go get their stuff.

* the next day *

Emilys pov

I was the first one to wake up so I went to go get dressed real quick and went to the kitchen and made everyone breakfast. I am honestly happy that me and Jess and Nick are best friends. before Jess came I was an outsider and she makes me feel like im important. im glad she moved here I was really depressed and now I feel happy for the first time in a long time. So I made pancakes and bacon. I know that Jess loves pancakes and bacon so I just wanted to thank her for being my best friend. About 10 minutes I went to wake everybody up then I led them to the kitchen and Jess said " wow thank you Em awee and you made my favorite breakfast too " I said " well I just wanted to thank you for being my best friend before you came I was an outsider and was always depressed but now that you are here I am happy for the first time in a long time and thank you Nick for also being here to help me feel like im important " Nick said " no problem I feel the same way we both were ousiders and now thanks to Jess I feel like I actually have people who care about me " then we all hugged

Jessicas pov

Today has already been the best day I have had in a long time I am so lucky to have them as my bestfriends and now its time to get ready for the party I said " so who's ready for the best party ever " everbody raised their hands me and Em went upstairs to get ready and Nick said that he was going to go home to get changed. I went upstairs and put my dress on I had a red dress that was just barely covering my thighs and it was strapless and Em had a light blue dress that was like mine but she had ruffles at the bottom and it was also strapless. then we did our make up and we went downstairs and Nick said " wow girls do take forever to get ready " then I punched him and he said " but you guys look awesome " then a couple minutes later everybody came piling in. We invited our other neighbors and told them to bring their friends to our party. Then I saw them Antonio and Brian and Antonio said " wow what happened to the girl that always wore sweatpants and had a pony tail and refused to wear dresses and said that she would never in a million years touch makeup " i said " things change when you move to a better environment and have best friends who help you feel at home " Antonio said " oh so your calling everyone your best friend" I said " Em and Nick were there for me when I was having mental breakdowns because you brought my father into the fight saying I was stupid and that he was ashamed of me because I was so stupid and everything Kyle did and how many times I was in the hospital for being beaten up and trying to commit sucide from you you shattered my heart I have never been more hurt than when you called me stupid you hurt me more than anyone else has even my father I  had tears streaming down my face and he had tears in his eyes and he tried to grab my hand but I ran up the stairs and Em followed me I locked my door and I cried and Em let me cry on her shoulder she said " hey at least you have me and Nick I we haven't known eachother long but we are always here literally we live next door to eachother we wll get throught this together I promise ''. I said " I know thank you ".

Antonios pov

now that broke my heart she was devestated when her dad left her I was always there to help her stay calm and to hear that I caused her more pain than her father I would never in a million years want to do that to her. Brian pushed me out of the house and he said " dude wtf was that I that pain in her eyes it was like she was already shattered and you blew the pieces away so that nobody could find them again " I said " I know dude I saw that too and that killed my heart I used to come over her house everyday to calm her down her mom always called me cuz she knew that I was the only person to calm her down " Brian said " dammm what have you just done you probably just ruined your friendship with her forever man ". I knew he was right I tried to go back in but her mom stopped me and she said " Brian you are welcome to go back inside but you Antonio I am very dissapointed in you you were her only reason to live but now I dont think you should come back she will tell you when she wants to see you and if she does then you can come back but until then I think its best if you just leave and dont come back " I was crying she was the one who always told me that I was welcome over anytime cuz I really was her reason to live. Jess even told me that on May 17th 2013 at 2:45 pm her saying that made me swear that I would never hurt her and I failed. I feel like the worst person in the world right now. I know I broke her heart and that broke mine.
Sorry it took so long to make a new chapter but I have been going through a lot of stuff lately but I hope you like it.