What About Love

Awkward

I rubbed my eyes and checked the time on my phone. 10:02! I jumped out of bed and ran downstairs. I saw my mom about to leave and I stopped her. "mom! why don't you wake me up!?" "because it was past 11 when we got home so I just let you stay. unless you want me to take you." "no its okay." "alright. I'll be home around 5." she kissed my head and left. when I turned around I almost ran into Blake. "holy crap you scared me!" "haha I'm sorry." "its cool." "what you want to eat?" "I don't know." "alright. let's go." "where?" "to get Jacob then Starbucks." "yay!" we walked to his car and went to the school. he checked out Jacob and we went to Starbucks. "hey Jacob!" I said. he ignored me. "Jacob? what's wrong?" "just don't talk to me." "what'd I do to you?" "you know. I told you." "Jacob that was fucking 1 week ago." "so. you know how hard it is to even see dad anymore? it isn't fucking fare that I never saw him and you were about to leave with him." "Jacob I get it but it was a mistake." "and?" "omg. build a bridge,get over it,and except my apology." "No. cause dad probably hardly ever wants to see us any" I cut him off. "don't say that. dad does want to see us,dad does care about us, and dad does love us." "how do you know?" "because he hasn't got a new wife or girlfriend. he's Channing fucking Tatum every damn women wants him so if he wanted to he could've went out and got one. but dad didn't cause he still cares about us and mom. if he did get a new girlfriend or wife that family would've been more important but he hasn't so don't ever say shit like that because he obviously cares." it was silent. "okay. this is awkward now." Blake said and we pulled up to the order thing and he got us our coffee and donut. I got the cotton candy frappe' with the sprinkled donut. we got back home and I went upstairs and got on my laptop. I logged on facebook. I saw that the girl nobody really likes but I was nice to was on...Stacey. she messaged me.

~messages~

S: hey. are you at school?

M: no

S: aw why are you sick?

M: no I had a doctors appointment.

S: oh. so you heard from Alex lately?

M: yeah. why?

S: oh um just to see if he wanted to hang out.

M: oh. you know he's dating Harley right.

S: um yeah but maybe he would still like to hang out with me. idk

M: well I gtg bye.

S: bye.

~end~

okay that was awkward. I shut down my laptop and went downstairs. I went to the fridge and poured me a glass of tea. I heard the doorbell. I saw it was Austin. I opened the door and he grabbed my face and kissed me. I was shocked them he picked me up and spun me around. "Austin! Austin what's wrong?" "nothing I just love you!" "aww! why aren't you at school?" "cause today we're spending the rest of the day together!" "omg yay!" "babe go get ready and I'll pick you up around 12!" "okay bye!" I shut the door and ran upstairs. Austin is the sweetest boy ever! I told Blake and he looked at me like I was stupid. "what?" "your not going"  "what why?" "cause I said." "Blake you can't control what I do." "yes I can when I'm the oldest here." "no you can't he's my boyfriend and I'm going." I slammed the door and ran into my room. I hate how Blake thinks he can control everything.