Do you ever feel like you're just not enough? Like you could be or you were made to be someone better? but you failed every time and you try you fail again and again, sometimes I just like to look up at my ceiling and think of all the things I could've done better or how better I could be. Or maybe I was destined to be a failure,a mistake, A burden to people that feel bad about me, that's really all I am, A girl who needs other people to bring her up, I'm so selfish, I talk like my problems are horrible but in reality people have it worse than I do. Maybe I deserve to be broken, maybe have done something that I can't remember and karma decides I needed to be punished for it.
Maybe I'm just a stupid little girl who thinks I have all these problems but In reality I'm too stupid to understand and making a big deal and saying that I have problems when all I have is just one issue. Maybe they were right, maybe she was right, loneliness will be my only friend and at least it will never leave me, not like they did.
There I go again, talking like I have a huge problem, my problems aren't even big, I just think they are and I just bring people down and when they don't realize it they care but when they do they run away, I don't blame them, no one deserves-needs to be like me.
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Depression is more than just a word,it's a feeling
RandomIt's just a book about all my disorders and issues and hopefully I can help someone with this. I have to pretend, to talk to people. I have to lie to make friends. I have to be fake to be loved. -Julia 201...
