Depression is more than just a word,it's a feeling

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It sucks you know? I used to be so happy and now I'm broken because what? People decided to be mean, people decided to be cruel and for what? Because they can? Because he thought I was weak? Because she decided she didn't need me anymore?

Most days I wish I could just disappear, then people can't have a reason to hurt me. I used to think that people are only mean if you give a reason to be so if I don't give a reason they can't be mean, I should've known that was wrong,so wrong.

I was inspired to make this book because of Lisacanbullyme , she talked about some personal issues I guess in her book and I decided I should make this, hopefully I can help someone out there dealing with issues or bullying or something.

In my book LGBT and ADPT rule I did a page, story where I talked about what happened to me so far that led me to who I am right now but this is book is going to be about the aftermath, pure aftermath and I just want to say thank you YangTheWarrior for everything and hopefully this book will help me not talk to you about my problems so much.

You know out of all the problems and things I hate about myself the one thing I don't hate is my sexuality, that's funny huh? There so many kids and teenagers and maybe even adults that hurt themselves, kill themselves because they're gay and I don't hate myself for it, I may not be open about it but I'm proud to be a lesbian or a demi lesbian.

There's a word that I call myself, I refer to myself as a glitch. A glitch is a mistake in a computer or a game and to everyone I am the world's glitch.