I have one more day until school and I'm terrified, I don't know what to say, I don't know how to express and I can't focus, I don't know anymore, everything is going to fast, too fast, i'm not ready, I can't keep up, I wanted to slow down, why won't it slow down. I have this feeling in my stomach and I hate it, I felt it before, I have always known that feeling, it's been a while, now it's back and I hate it. I'm fading aren't I? Am I going to rely on people too much? I don't know anymore.
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Depression is more than just a word,it's a feeling
AcakIt's just a book about all my disorders and issues and hopefully I can help someone with this. I have to pretend, to talk to people. I have to lie to make friends. I have to be fake to be loved. -Julia 201...