Crows

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Draco POV

Blaise and Pansy went to his house so they could look after Lily, it would be easier for them not to do it here with everyone around. Lyn went to the cabinet to make sure everything was done, and I just stayed in her room. I laid on her bed watching TV, I felt something under her pillow I lifted it up and saw a book. I opened it and saw that it was her diary, I was about to put it back but I wanted to know one thing. I understand we have a thing but, we have never brought anything up about our feelings, we know we have feelings but I love her and she knows that but with her, I can't tell. I skimmed a few pages until I saw my name,

I don't know why but I feel the same thing that I felt towards Troy, and I'm scared. I love him with all my heart and I know he likes me back but the war, the dreadful war is about to happen. We can't do anything because we both might die or just one of us, probably going to be me by the looks of everything, I know I'm a monster and have death following me now thanks to the Dark Lord but I won't survive through a war. I hope Draco doesn't die because I wouldn't know what I would do without him, I've been through hell in my life, I mean my replaced life I probably wouldn't live without him.

I quickly stopped ready and placed the book under the pillow again, she loves me. I smiled and just smiled, but my moment was ruined when I started to think about the war. It's going to happen really soon and what if, she's right. She's scared, I don't blame her. Then the door opened, Lyn had a smile on her face. I love it when she smiled, she jumped in to the bed next to me and cuddled up to me.

''everything's ready,'' she told me, I was glad that fixing the cabinet was over but now we wait.

''7 days,'' she added,

''what?''

''it's going to happen in 7 days,''

''how do you know?'' I asked her,

''I have a feeling,'' I kissed her forehead. She then got out of bed and grabbed her guitar, she began to strum. She started to random just get up and start playing songs,

Tell me pretty lies,

Look me in the face,

Tell me that you love me,

Even if it's fake,

'Cause I don't fucking care, at all

You've been out all night,

I don't know where you've been,

You're slurring all your words,

Not making any sense,

But I don't fucking care, at all

'Cause I have hella feelings for you,

I act like I don't fucking care,

Like they ain't even there,

'Cause I have hella feelings for you,

I act like I don't fucking care,

'Cause I'm so fucking scared

I'm only a fool for you,

And maybe you're too good for me,

I'm only a fool for you,

But I don't fucking care, at all, oh

(Ooh yeah)

Tell me pretty lies,

Look me in the face,

Tell me that you love me,

Even if it's fake,

'Cause I don't fucking care, at all

Her voice is so perfect, she placed the guitar down and laid back next to me. I kissed her forehead, it felt like minutes but hours had passed, I kept her close to me as I drifted to sleep