Blessing & Curse [Peter Parker x Reader]

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A couple of days have passed since you last saw Spidey and you weren't planning on seeing him again but what was happening to you wasn't getting any better.
You woke up in tears from the unbearable pain that you were feeling  on your abdomen. Crawling out of bed gasping for air you try to walk but  you fell to the ground.

"Shit" you groaned and tried your hardest to get on your feet but when you did, you accidentally fired a huge blast of electricity out of your hand.

You ran to the backyard trying to fly but failing miserably. You couldn't afford blow up the house so you walked to the abandoned building that you and Spidey visited a couple of days ago.
"Oh my god" you gasped trying to catch your breath, you were exhausted after that huge electricity blast. You sat down on the floor and tried to be calm but the pain was to much, you lifted up your shirt to see what was going on and you saw your skin changing color or just glowing, a light blue sparkle that was so pretty but also painful. When you touched it another huge blast came out as you cried out in pain.

What was going on? Were you dying? Were you going to explode?. Everything was too much and you couldn't really handle it.
You took a deep breath and tried to ignore the pain.
You heard a noice coming from outside but at this point you didn't care.

"I guess you do need my help" Spider-Man's voice came from the entrance of the building.

"What-what are you doing here?" You groaned "How did you know i was here?".

"I left a little sound alarm device after you left" he said and showed you the little spider looking thing "i figured you'll be here later".

"You're smarter than i thought" you said and gripped your shirt trying not to shot another blast of electricity.

"So... what's going on?"

"Um- I'm having a little problem with- move!" you yelled as you shot once again "Shit!".

"Was that on purpose?" He tried to joke but when you gasped in pain once again he knew it was serious "What's wrong?" He said kneeling next to you "Y/N talk to me!" He tried to grab your arm but got electrocuted "What the..."he jumped.

"Sorry" you murmured squeezing your eyes together trying not to pass out from the pain "Leave- Peter you have to go before this gets worse"

"Are you crazy?! I'm not gonna leave you here!" He said and sat next to you "i guess i can't touch you..."

"It's not getting any better" you said "I'm dying"

"Let me take you to Mr. Stark, he can help you"

"No way" you chuckled "I'm  a criminal, there's no way Stark is going to help me".

"But-"

"Peter i understand you're a superhero but you don't have to help everyone" you interrupted him "You're too naive, don't risk your life for someone's acceptance"

"I want to do this" he said "When i caught you in that alley, i saw something on you"

"And that doesn't mean anything" you sighed "I've killed more people that i can remember, i deserve this" you looked at him in the eyes "you're looking at a murderer. A criminal"

"No" he looked into your eyes "You were controlled by those people, whoever they are"

"But still" you looked down while shaking "I'm not gonna let anyone else die because of me so please leave"

"I can call Mr. Stark right now Y/N" he said "I promise you'll be fine"

"Please Peter" you closed your eyes "Leave, this place is going to blow up"

"What?" His eyes widened as he looked at you and you raised your arm and shot another blast of electricity.

"I'm trying my best not to do this" you looked up at him "I'm fighting against myself and I'm not winning" after you said that a huge blast was fired from your stomach making Peter fly across the room "Plese go away" one more blast enlightened the room and he looked at you terrified "Please Spidey!".

Before you could look at him, your body shot out the biggest electricity blast you've ever seen causing the whole building to collapse above you.
The next thing you saw was black and nothing else, was that all?.

You saw in the distance a little girl next to a group of scientists, it was you.

"Alright Y/N, can you give me an electric field" One of the scientists said pointing at the object in front of you.
You focused as hard as you could and tried to do as they told you but it was too hard.
"I can't, I'm sorry" you looked down.

"Alright" the scientists said as he looked at you with worry of what was going to happen next.
Two men picked you up and tied you into a medical bed.

"You have to do better next time, Y/N" Mr. Nikolaev said as he looked down at you and turned on the shocking machine.
You yelled at the top of your lungs in pain from the electroshock.
You were only 10 years old, you didn't deserve this.

"Get her back on the cell" he said and walked out of the room.

You jumped and tried to move but realized that you were tied down on a medical bed, a nurse walked in and walked towards you but you were way to terrified to let her touch you so you moved like a crazy person until you broke the sides of the bed and jumped onto the ground.
This time you projected electricity spikes to protect you before you passed out again.

The nurse ran out of the room after she pressed a panick button that was next to the glass door.