The Things We Say

005. Jungkook + "What am I to you?"

He pushes you against the wall, his hot breath against your erratic one. You're afraid that he can hear the loud thumps inside your chest. He has his hands on both of your sides, his body almost touching yours, making sure you know you can't escape him.

"Can you say that again? This time looking into my eyes?" His voice is low, and it almost scares you because you never heard his voice that low. "You're just a friend, Jungkook," he copies the way you said your words to him earlier and you wince, regretting everything already. "Say that again, can you?"

The argument has been unnecessary, and you know that Jungkook isn't just a friend, he is something more than that. Things have been messy these days, you don't even know how he really feels towards you because of all those damn mixed signals you don't understand. You need real actions, you need his assurance that yes, you two are something more than just friends. And you need him to say those three words, or anything at this point.

You said those words that you didn't know would hurt his feelings that bad because you were frustrated, but oh boy, look what you've done now.

And when he steps even closer, you can see his gaze flickers down to your trembling lips, then back to your eyes. He calls your name.
"What am I to you?"