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If I

If I died, would they care?

If I lived, would they even notice me?

If I got ill, would they help me?

If I was happy, would they like me?

If I vanished, would they look for me

If I was there, would they accept me?

If I left, would they miss me?

If I came back would they want me?

If I was hurt, would they heal me?

If I was better, would they want me?

If I killed myself, would they mourn me?