anxiety can't take it (sanders sides) UNDERGOING EDITING

Dear Everyone,

Dear Roman,

I'm sorry for anything and everything I ever made you feel towards me. It was foolish of me to make you waste your precious time. I never wanted to hurt you in any way. You shouldn't feel stuck behind just because I am. You are free, Roman. You can be whatever you want to be... literally. You can soar across the sky if you want to. Leave me behind. Fly, buddy. Fly.

Dear Patton,

I'm so sorry that I couldn't be everything you wanted. I'm sorry for letting you down, knowing that you had faith in me. You cared for me, trusted me, loved me, and supported me. I did nothing but let you down every time. Be yourself, okay? No more fake-outs. No more lies. We love you for being you. I envy your ability to just be yourself with no care. I can only pray to be half as storng as you are. You do you, Dad.

Dear Logan,

If you hate me, I accept it. If you don't, great. I apologize for being so closed off from everyone else. You wanted a stable family and I ruined it. You continued to work when I messed everything up with Thomas. Thank you for being rational. Thank you for what you've done for us.

Dear Thomas,

Why? Why not take the pills? One pill a day and I'm gone. You have every chance to destroy me. Why don't you take it? Do I mean more to you than just a disorder? If the answer is yes, thank you for the love. If the answer is no, I'm sorry for being created. Never forget that people love you. Never feel like you are alone. You can do this. I know it.