anxiety can't take it (sanders sides) UNDERGOING EDITING

The Hallway

I saw you here the other day
Just loitering in the main hallway
You carried on calmly with no dismay
I wished I could talk, but I ran away

I ran to my room and I locked the door
I started crying, then, I sunk to the floor
I said only one, but I wanted much more
Oh, the pain that destiny still has in store

You knocked on my door, and I quickly went pause
I snuck around my room and looked for some gauze
I said I didn't feel good, and you asked for the cause
I grabbed my phone and texted you: "Nvm K lol soz"

I'm so stupid. I never take time to just think
I know that self depreciation is some wierd kink
But, trust me,mine isn't; it drives me to the brink
I hope that one day, I'll fall and just sink