anxiety can't take it (sanders sides) UNDERGOING EDITING

Self hate

When will I escape the hell I call my life?

Will I ever be free from judgment and sadness?

If I could quit living I would.

If I died it would be for the better.

I could end myself and that would mean the end for thomas too.

For him I must stay strong

But could I?

Nobody likes me.

I don't see why not.

I am flawed beyond belief

My only reason for living is the safety of everyone else.

I hate myself and everybody else should hate me