My Secret is Revealed

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Romans P.O.V.

   I was walking along minding my own business (a/n when out of an orange colored sky) down the hallway to get to my room. Anx and I switched rooms because I said I needed a 'secluded area' to be 'more creative'. In reality I just wanted Anx to be more social with the other two.

   I saw Virg leave his room in a hurry. He was looking quite suspicious if I do say so myself. "I must investigate." I said to myself.

  I carefully walked into his room making sure to leave no trace of my presence. His room was still dark and mysterious but i've gotten used to it. I looked at his study table where I found a lamp shinning brightly on a little, baby blue colored notebook. Morality doesnt usually internalize his feelings so I dont know what his notebook would be doing in here. Maybe he was taking notes or something.

     I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't realise Virgil coming back into his room.

"What are you doing in here?!?!" He says with rage and comfusion.

"Uh-w-well-um- Mor-Morality he- uh- asked f-for his notebook back and he told me it was in you room." I stuttered out.

"You're lying"

"No I'm not" I tried to say sternly but my voice cracked.

  "Oh please. Inability to gather your thoughts. Frantic behavior. Stuttering a lot with there being no past instanses of doing such thing other than when you were lying. Tell-tale signs of a lier."

"Okay. Okay. You caught me. But what's Pattons notebook doing in here anyways?"

"It- it isn't his. Not anymore. He gave it to me a few years ago. I never found a use for it until a month ago." 

"What may that use be?" I opened his notebook and flipped through the pages.

"None of your business. Now give it back." He lunged forward to grab it but I moved it out of his way resulting in him falling and bumping his head on his study table.

"Anx! I am so sorry. I didn't mean to do this. I-"

"You dont mean to do anything. You just do it.  Just give me my notebook and GET OUT!!!" He snapped rubbing the back of his head.

   I did as told. I walked over to Morality's room to tell him that Anx bumped his head. He ran to Anxiety's room to give him aid and I walked back to my room.

   I cant get the image out of my head. The titles of his poems are a shock to me. I never got to read the poems but the title of one really got my attention. He Whom I Dare To Love. Did he have a crush or something? Logan and Patton are kind of a thing but when does already having a significant other ever stop someone from having a crush.

   I really hope that I didn't cause too much damage to Virgil. Not only did I make him hit his head but I may have also damaged his physical figure. Our figure is dictated on our self worth. I have the most self worth so I have the best figure. Logan and Patton have a good amount of self worth so they have average figures. Anx has no self worth so that's why he's so pale and so skinny. If he gets any thinner than he already is than that might be fatal. He never eats so thats even worse. We have been trying to get his self worth up but we always make it worse. I may have just put the final nail in his coffen.

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