Reflections of the Son 2008: Phantom Reality

[23] I never knew...

I never knew

That I could paint the stars in the sky,

With a simple wave of my hand,

In the quick blink of an eye.

I never knew

That I could run across a field of green,

Without breaking a sweat,

Running as far as my eyes have seen.

I never knew

That I could scream so loud and not be heard,

But still be able to make a statement,

Without actually having said a single word.

I never knew

That I could touch your hand,

Squeeze it tight,

While I'm so far away right where I stand.

I never knew

That I could kiss your lips,

By just looking at you,

While my world has been flipped.

I never knew

That I could die right now content,

Be nonchalant,

Even with what my life has only seemingly spent.

I never knew

That I could do these impossible dreams,

These inconceivable things,

And melodramatic schemes.

I never knew

That I could adore your sadistic side,

And find myself slipping in,

To your torturous roller coaster ride.

I never knew

That I could see the devil within,

That different side of you,

Your true blood with red sin.

I never knew

That I could sell you my soul,

Let you rip me into shreds,

And let you tear my heart a black hole.

I never knew

that I could.

I never knew

that I would.

I never knew

that I.........simply misunderstood