Chris pov"Girls get ready " I shouted and they sluggishly walked into the living room " mommy I no wanna go " I rolled my eyes she just really doesn't like Ashanti " bath time with mommy ill race you there " I ran in to the bathroom are tub was huge I had already filled it up with bath water and the bubble bath soap. I got in and once I looked up they were already in here playing with toys .. what the fuck ? Fast asses . After 40 minutes of washing up and getting bubble balls thrown at me we got out and went into my room . I grabbed some white ripped jeans that hung low on my waist it exposed my V- line and I put on a Black crop top that exposed my whole stomach and put on some axe . Like I said I'm still a real nigga and then and wet my hair and put oil and conditioner in it so my curls could come out .The girls were being copy cats and put on their white jeans and crop tops but they had a white T shirt under theirs . Kayla put perfume and deodorant on like honey you're 3 what are you doing you don't even get hair under your arms yet nor do you have a smell . Kiyanna grabbed my axe spray and put it on her and I just laughed they really are something else . Ashanti sent me her address and she stayed kind of far . So we ended up at the bus stop waiting .
" Hey ma" I looked to my right and seen this brownskin stud with curly hair . I smiled at her "wassup bro " . She looked at me weirdly but scooted a little closer "are these your kids ?" She asked " are you trying to ask me if I'm gay or not ? " she shyly rubbed the back of her neck and nodded " yeah I am she said " I chuckled a bit " yes these are my kids but they're " father " is a girl she was born with a penis and ima stem btw so if you don't ride that wave the ball already passed the court baby " she smiled and her face held some sort of Idk happiness I guess " thats good I don't really perfer the pippy girly girls " her. British accent slid off her tongue smoothly " well I'm chris and you " she looked up into my eyes and it gave me chills shit .. " I'm Frenchy " kay and kiy giggled " frenchy fries " they said laughing hard and I laughed right with them " nice to meet you frenchy " she grinned at the girls goofiness and the bus pulled up we went all the way to the back because it was exactly 4 chairs over there. Frenchy sat real close to me and the girls seemed to have no problem with her like they did with Ashanti . " So frenchy where are you from darling " I said trying to pull off her accent she looked at me and busted out laughing " look chris don't do that any more " she says holding on to her stomach I mugged her " the was quite good if I do say " I said trying again just for her to laugh again " suck my dick " I said rolling my eyes facing straight " aww mami you're upset with me aye ? " she turned my face towards her and This feeling went through my body when she touched me and I immediately smiled " no I'm not now answer my question " she nodded and moved her hand down to my knee " well I'm originally from Britain . But my parents moved to California when I was about 9 years so I was raised out here until now " her words came out so soothingly she looked me in my eye again and I almost melted " what about you ? " she said I came out of my daze and told her were I was from and we talked the whole time we were on the bus once our stop approached frenchy got off too " can we go to frenchy fry house instead of Ashanti ? " They pouted their cute little faces aww my babies we can go with y'all adorable selv- nah wait " Nope " I looked over at frenchy " can I get your number can I can I get it ? Whats ya name evon ? Thats a french ass name evon my croissant the cheese on my croissannnn " She laughed at my oppression of the video and handed me her phone and grabbed mine " sure I'm not gonna be like the stuck up white girl in the video " she says adding her contact information in my phone. After that we said our goodbyes and started walking away but she was still behind us . I looked around for the house number that read " 3927 " We only walked a little and flund it and frenchy was still behind us she actually walked in front of us and unlocked the door " are you Ashanti's wife I said with a hint of attitude " her eyes widened " Oh heavens no she's my cousin I'm staying with her " I nodded and calmed down walking into the house " I met her a few days ago at the park and she wanted me to come see her " she shrugged and shouted" Ashanti your friend is here" seconds later. Little light skin boy and Ashanti cane running down the steps .I believe this is Aden her son . He ran downstairs with cars and dolls and looked at Kiyanna and Kayla . " mommy told me I has Compny " he said it exactly like that he is adorable . " mommy can we play toys with him " I nodded yes and the ran off " whats you name " I heard kayla say " he is adorable " I said looking at Ashanti " thanks babes he is a handful to he ask so much like my gf man " I nodded in agreement "my daughters act like their mom also and don't even know it " she smiled and we walked into the kitchen " my girlfriend is up there sleep by the way she'll be coming down here soon cuz the foods almost ready " I nodded and looked around the kitchen I saw roses everywhere but only red, pink, and white ones just like mine . Thats weird but they couldn't be the one sending me anything because I have no idea who they are . " So do you work around here " she said looking at me" I work from home . I don't have anybody to watch my daughters nor do I trust anyone enough to watch them and being a writer makes it easy " i said and she smiled and walked over to me " well what do you write about " I looked at her and I guess the look on my face made her expression go serious " well when I write I write about the things I wish could've happened for me . I write about people struggling , people being broken, people getting hurt , but then getting better, growing up, getting better, realizing that they could be happy not letting the past haunt them and me honestly I can't do that I'm a psychotic asshole who holds grudges and easily will forgive and take back anybody who hurts me because my heart is to big and I get blinded by it I don't know my worth because all my life I've been used and thrown to the side . I've been left and betrayed by a person I loved the only person I loved over 1 mistake I made just 1 and now I'm nothing ,I'm worthless" I felt the tears slide down my face not even knowing they were there and Ashanti gave me a look of sympathy I couldn't look her in the eyes " babe is the food done " I head a voice say it was muffled I looked around and there was a baby monitor behind me Wow " yeah babe it'll be ready in a second " I looked over at Ashanti and she had a long scar on her neck " car accident " she says looking down "your really beautiful scars and all babygirl " she blushed a little and put a finger over her mouth pointing to the baby monitor. I rolled my eyes and nodded " may I use your bathroom ? " I asked " upstairs to the left" I nodded and went upstairs I opened the bathroom door and looked at my face I couldn't help but to burst out in tears .. this was so hard trying to hide the fact that I'm broken inside and so fucking unhappy. But I had to for my kids they can't see me like thi- the bathroom door swung open " oh I'm sorry " I looked up and made I contact with jaay and her eyes went as wide as mine " your her wife " my voice came out cracked because I was crying she stared at me in shock and every memory came back " your the one that's been sending those notes and flowers and you're girlfriend is the girl that I saw you with the day before you left me . I slit her throat I thought she died how did you what the fuck jaay you fucking left me with nothing but the kids that beg to see you all the time that think you're the best person ever what the fuck " I held my head in my hands and slid down the wall " I can explain she said "
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Sorry for mistakes babes hope you enjoy
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So this is love ?????(Book 2 of sensual desire )
РомантикаSo this is love ? .. lies ? Hate ? Pain ? Hurt ? Loneliness ? Captivity ? Devotion ? Trust ? Sex ? Togetherness ? Riot.. you