So this is love ?????(Book 2 of sensual desire )

W - Letter 4

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* flashback from last chapter *

it's goddamn 1 in the morning who is that " I swung the door open and Jaay looked dead in my eyes then down at my body . She grabbed the string to my robe and pulled it making the robe fall right off of me " Jaay leave " is all I said and she gripped my neck making my body rub against her's . Her eyes were like black marbles full of pin full of sorrow full of Love full of sorriness and regret full of me .. The feeling of her touching me made me weak i'm still in Love with this girl . " Happy birthday beautiful " before\I could say anything back her lips latched onto mine giving me blissful feeling that I some what needed . Is it worth the heartache? is it worth the pleasure? ....... at this moment I didn't care I looked into the beautiful orbs in front of me filled of riot and she took me.

*flashback over *

Jaay pov

I stretched my arms out sitting up a little and my phone began to ring it was Ashanti . To be honest I don't even know why I fuck with that annoying ass girl shit . I looked over to see Chris's hair sprawled out with one leg up and the other down, her smooth pink lips were slightly parted and you could hear her soft snores . She is so beautiful from head to toe .. from the way her head slightly tilts when she's mad to the way her toes curl up when she's sleeping I'm truly in love with this girl and I've always have been . She deserves to know everything.

I stepped off the bed and winced as my bare feet hit the cold floor . I walked down stairs into the kitchen to see both of the girls sitting next to hella flowers and a Bunch of notes stuck above them . I can't believe she kept them . I walked over to them but I guess they didn't notice me because they kept talking .

"Sisa do you tink daddy will eva come hea ? " one said she had on spiderman pajamas .. he was my favorite " I no know " the one with the princess pajamas said they both put their head in their hands and turned towards me " what you doing here " they said in unison mugging me I laughed they have Chris's attitude jeez .. but they look exactly like me " Well hello to you to " the one with the spiderman pajamas tilted her head " my name es Kiyanna and that's my sisa Kayla " they came to sit on my lap " whats you name " Kayla asked " my name is Jaay " I smiled and they looked down " daddy name is jaay mommy tried to told us a lot of stories but she always start crying " Kiyanna shrugged " cuz she's a pussy " Kayla and I both looked at her in disbelief and started busted out laughing yup they're most def my kids " come on lets go make breakfast for your mommy birthday " they shrugged " we did alweady we always do we got ha some cereals and banana and some chicken cereals and waffles " they had some left over chicken from kfc A bowl of cereal some milk next to it some bananas and a frozen waffle I smiled so hard " come on lets try to make some more stuff " I said they nodded and jumped on me trying to climb on my back I had one on each side laughing and giggling I can really get use to this

Chris pov

I woke up to the smell of some well all kinds of food and I looked around Jaay's clothes ,phone , and keys were gone so that meant my kids was about to blow my damn house down I slid on the first pair of underwear and bra I saw
And flew down the stairs to see the kids on Jaay's back flipping pancakes .. well trying to they were laughing and giggling jaay acted like she was about to drop kayla and my poor baby looked like her heart fell out her chest I started laughing and they all looked like deers . " shit mommy you scared us " Kayla said " oh my gosh I need to stop cursing in front of y'all I forgot who y'all parents were " I looked around the kitchen and it was a mess there was food every where they had flour all over them and jay had it on her eyebrows and nose I chuckled noticing that jaay was still staring at me " girls go get in the bath please " I said they jumped off jaay and ran up stairs and jaay was still staring at me