Now Im a Warrior (Demi Lovato)

10

"And for Alex... you have to go to a adoption center" Demi said. Oh fuck no. Helllllllll no. I don't want someone to adopt me.

"Wh-who the fuck would want to adopt me?" I asked. I really don't know who would adopt me. I mean look at me.

I'm fat and ugly.

"Someone will babe" Demi said trying to comfort me

"How do you know? The person would have to be crazy" I said

"Well then I guess I'm crazy" Demi said grinning

"Wh-what are you talking about?" I asked really confused

"I'm adopting you" Demi said

"WHAT! REALLY!" I said jumping up

"YEAH!" Demi said jumping up "We just have to go to the adoption center asap!" Demi said

"HOLY FUCK DEMI I FUCKING LOVE YOU!" I said

"LANGUAGE" Taylor and Demi said simultaneously

"Sorry" I said laughing. This is the first time I've felt generally happy about anything.

"Ok so you girls can go get all of your belonging out of your old house, Taylor you can stay here of you'd like" Demi said

"Ok, only until I can find a apartment though" Taylor said

"How long is that going to take?" I asked wondering how much longer I have with Taylor.

"About a week or so" Taylor said.

"DAMMIT! THATS NOT THAT LONG!" I shouted. I can't believe I only have a week left with her. Well at least living with her, it's not like I'll never see her again.

"Aw I know, but I don't want to intrude on Demi and you" Taylor said

"Oh, ok" I said

"Aw everything's going to be ok baby girl" Demi said from behind me. Her calling me baby girl made me feel so special and loved

"Yeah, I guess" I said

After that Taylor and I walked back to out old house to get our stuff. What ever we didn't take was going to be taken by the rest of my family or donated. We finished packing after an hour or so. although I was still sore I got it all done on my own. I walked through the house one last time because once I leave I'm never going back.

"Ok Alex ready to go?" Taylor asked me

"Yeah" I said. I grabbed all my bags and walked out the front door. I'm glad I never have to go in that house ever again.

Wait... dammit I left my phone in there.

"Oh wait I left my phone in there" I said to Taylor.

I walked back in and went up to my room and saw my phone on the floor. I went to go get it and saw something shinny on the floor.

It was one of my blades.

Oh fuck I forgot to get my blades. I went into my bathroom and went to where my blades are. I reached to get them and they weren't there. Where could they have gone? No one knew I cut. Who took them.

The only one I told was... Demi.

When did she even get them? how did she even get them.

Damn she must have looked for them when she came to get some of my stuff on Monday. Dammit Demi. I checked the other places I had blades, scissors or pocket knifes and they were no where to be seen. Damn how did she find all of them?

I went to get the blade that I saw under the bed than I heard someone at the door.

"Alex?" I heard someone say.

It was Demi.

I quickly grabbed the blade acting like it was my phone and I shoved it into my pocket. I hope Demi didn't see what is really was.

"Hey, sorry I left my phone in here and had to come back and get it" I said

"Oh, ok" she said

"Where's Taylor?" I asked

"She went back home, why?" She asked. Good. I can ask Demi where my blades are and why she took them.

"Demi?" I said a little nervous

"Yeah?" she asked

"Why did you take my blades?" I asked

"Baby girl I had to. It will help you, I promise." she said. I hate the word promise. Everyone says it and never sticks to it.

"No it won't. Where did you put them." I said. Even though I had two with me I still wanted them back.

"I threw them all down the toilet" she said.

"Why the fuck did you do that?" I asked

"Honey, it's going to help. Now if you want to recover you're going to have to trust me" she said.

Of course I trust Demi. I trust her with my life. I will do absolutely anything for her. Anything. She is my rock.

"Ok. I trust you" I said.

"Ok, let's get going so Taylor doesn't worry about where we are" Demi said

"Oh, ok" I said standing up

We left the house. For good. And we walked back over to Dem- our home. This is going to take some time getting use to. Although we still need to go to the adoption center it was clear that Demi was going to adopt me.

Once we got back to Demi's we saw that there was a car in the driveway. We both stared at each other confused because we had no idea who it was. Once we walked up to the car the door flung open.

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Ayyyy I figured out how to change fonts from my phone now! I'm not sure how I feel about this update. sorry this is a late update btw. I think it's longish but I'm still working on getting then longer. But hey it's 12 o'clock cut me some slack, although no ones probably even reading this...

So I'm on spring break next week so I will try to update at least 3 times.