Now Im a Warrior (Demi Lovato)

3

Once again my laziness got me not to update till now

"Hi" I said shyly

"Hey whos a- HOLY FUCK DEMI" Taylor said walking over to the door

"Hey sorry to bother you but I lost my room key and mine is the one connected to your room so could I get to use that door?" Demi said

"Yeah sure, by the way you did incredible tonight" I said

"Thanks Im glad you liked it" Demi said pulling me into a hug

Demi turned to the door to her room and I had to smack Taylor so she would become human again

"Shit" Demi said quietly

"Whats wrong?" Taylor asked

"My door is locked and I cant get through" Demi said

"So what are you going to do now?" I asked her

"Um... I dont know"

"If you would like you could stay here tonight since its late" Taylor said

"Are you sure, I can figure something out" Demi said

"Its perfectly fine" Taylor said

"Thank you so much" Demi said giving both of us a hug

"Its no problem" I said t

"Ok well I am going to take a shower" I said walking to the bathroom

"Ok" Taylor and Demi both said

Once I was done I grabbed my blade from my make up bag and started making new cuts. I wasnt sad about anything I just needed to feel relife from my blade. Once I started the voices started to come.

fat.

ugly.

bitch.

useless.

go kill yourself.

no one cares.

I started to push even harder. A lot more blood started to come out so i decided to stop. I grabbed my red cloth I use to soak the rest of the blood that didnt come off in the shower. I got dried off and got dressed. Shit I left my sweatshirt outside.

I opened the door and walked quickly to my swearshirt to put it on. "Are you cold Alex?" Taylor asked me

"Yeah a little bit" I said. Demi just starred at me suspiciously.

"Ok well Im going to take a shower, behave" Taylor said to me, Demi and I started to laugh

Demis POV:

Taylor and I sat there watching tv then we heard a door open to see Alex running over her bed to where a sweatshirt and put it on quickly. How it she cold? It s so hot in here. Does she cut? Oh fuck I hope she doesnt. She had on like 30 bracelets on both of her arms at the door earlier so that may explain something. I just with I could ger her alone to ask her about it.

"Ok well Im going to take a shower, behave" Taylor told us and we just started to laugh. Maybe I can ask her now

We sat in silence for a few minuets while I tired to figure out what I was going to say

"Alex?"

"Yeah?" she replied quickly

Ok here it goes

"Um... can you come over here really quick?" I asked and she nodded getting out of her bed

"Whats up" she asked

"Well um I saw all the bracelets you were wearing earlier and its really hot in here and you are wearing a sweatshirt and Im just wondering. Do you cut?"

"I dont want to talk about it" she said getting up and I quickly grabbed her wrist and pulled her back

"Shit let go" she yelped

"No, let me see your wrist" I said

"No" she shot back

"Alex Im just trying to help, please dont make me pick you up" I told her

"Fuck" she said under her breath "Fine" she said handing me her wrist

I pulled up her sleeve. Holy shit. She had cuts all over her arms. Shit this was worse then mine from like 4 years ago. She also had a bunch of bruises

"Oh my god" I said "Alex why are you doing this to yourself?" I asked

"Because is deserve it, and by the way the cuts are from me, well most of them are at least. The bruises and some of the cuts are from other people" She was starting to cry now

"What do you mean from other people?" I asked

"I get bullied a lot and my parents abuse me" She said

I pulled her in for a hug. "Shhhh everything is going to be ok"

"No its not, it will never be fine. Im broken and I cant be fixed" She said. I pulled her in even tighter

"You can be fixed. Im going to help put you back together" I told her trying not to cry

"No, You dont understand. I can never be fixed. Not even by the one that has saved my life so many times" She said

"Im going to try, because you're a warrior still batteling" I said kissing her forehead

I dont know how I feel about this chapter... but I hope you liked it. Once Im not so fucking lazy I will try to get on a schedule