Let's Not Regret | Levi x Reader

Chapter 19

Days passed by. So many fucking days passed and we haven't spoken. I've seen him while training, at dinner and while doing chores. He yells what I have to do next, but he doesn't say more. It's like we've broken up or something.

- You need to talk with him. -Commander Erwin said while standing behind me, noticing I was looking at captain.

- He did wrong this time. He should apologise, sir. -I say while lowering my gaze.

- But you're in agony too, right? -He said with a smile.

- Hey, stop the chitchat and get back to work! -Captain yelled at me and commander just smiled.

- Stop beeing so harsh on everyone. -Commander said with a laugh.

- Don't interfere. -Captain said then he looked at me.- Didn't you hear me stupid?

- Alright. That's enough. -Commander said then he took us by the arm.

We walked down the hallway all the way to a closet where we stored the cleaning material. Commander pushed us inside then took captains keys.

- Both are punished. -Commander then said.- Levi, you spoke in a very disrespectful way to me.

- Don't be such a...

- And! ______, you didn't obey your captain right now. -He said and I felt the need to kick him in the...- This is punishment.

- Commander...

- Bye. -He said then closed the door and locked it.

I leaned on the opposite side of the door and looked at the floor, feeling nervous because of captain. He was trying to open it, using a broom and forz, but nothing helped.

- Stop it, you'll get hurt. -I said then he looked at me with anger.

- Fuck you. -He said, his words hitting me hard on my chest.

- Why are you angry? I don't understand. You pushed me two weeks ago because of your fucking jealousy rage mode, and you're angry at me?! -I yell at him in the end.

- My anger has nothing to do with you. -He said and I looked at him confused.

- Then why do you take it out on me?

- I don't.

- You do. Just now you said fuck you, and you stopped talking to me since then.

- Let's stop.

- What? What do you mean?

- I don't love you anymore. -He said and I felt time stop.

- That's not true. It can't be.

- I'm sick of you. -He says and I place my hands on my face, feeling my tears go down my face.

Fuck this closet. Fuck the scouts. Fuck my titan form. Fuck this already. I started kicking the door, some voices where then heard but it kept shut. My face was filled of sweat and my lungs needed air. I started feeling claustrophobic for the small and dark place.

- Shit. -I say and feel my mussels tense.- Shit, shit, shit.

- Stop. -He said then touched my shoulder but I shoved it off.

- Fuck you. -I said then pushed and pushed the door.

A few minutes passed then it was open. I fell to the ground, fully covered with sweat. My hands slammed the floor and in front of me, commander Erwin stood. He tryed giving me a hand, but I ignored it and instead ran out the place. My friends saw me run pass them, and called for me but I didn't stop.