Dan Lester and Phil Howell ✔️(Completed)

"I wish.."

(a song to go with the chapter ^-^;Phil's p.o.v)

I sat on the white chair, staring at the blank wall in front of me. Images of Dan crying and in pain flashed through my mind, causing me to let out a choked sob every so often. I wish I could've stopped this.

I remembered when we first moved in together. Dan had commented how my hotel looked like the one from the film "The Shining", and I had hugged him during pinof. pinof..

I shot up from my seat, slamming the door open. I stopped, seeing Dan's bedroom. I was in the hospital just a second ago.. I thought, seeing Dan's black and grey checkered bedsheets, the butt chair, everything you'd expect to be in his room. I then heard a loud gasp from the kitchen and rushed over, seeing something unbelievable.

Dan and Myself were standing there. I looked sad, Dan looked shocked. "Your eyes.." He mumbled, I nodded. "They're brown."

It was that moment everything clicked. The dream, different coloured eyes, it made sense. Before I could think any more, my vision went white.

I sat straight up, in Dan's bed. "I'm right back where I started." I mumbled, hearing my own voice yell, just like yesterday. "PHIL WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!?" He screamed, I looked at my hands. I can stop this.

~^~^~

"Let's go out then!" Dan smiled, heading to the door as PJ skipped happily behind him. I walked normally behind them, rubbing my tired eyes. I then saw PJ in front of me. "You look tired Phil." He remarked, before placing a hand on my shoulder. MY shoulder. I looked back at Dan, Who never looked happier. He ran to me and gave me the biggest hug I've ever had. "I love you." I smiled happily, we hugged tighter.

"Well let's keep going!" He squeaked rather happily, skipping ahead of PJ and I. Suddenly, I felt it. Everything was in slow motion again. No, no not this time. I thought, seeing Dan turn back to smile at me once again. I smiled back, seeing the car from before collide with him. Time returned to normal as I ran toward him, tears flowing. This can't be happening, he can't!

I cried loudly as I desperately gave him CPR, feeling for a pulse that wasn't coming. No matter the timeline I go to, it's not going to change. Dan Howell is going to die, and there's  nothing I can do to prevent it.

(reading this over with the sad music actually brought tears to my eyes. damn, this chapter is deep.)