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anyway. i'm still the same as last time, for anyone wondering. but lowkey worse. apparently not one, but TWO fires happened around where i live, causing our air to basically become smoke. i'm not even joking, for 3 days our air pollution was worse than beijing. fucking b e i j i n g. so that's not only fucked around with my head, but also with my other (physical) medical problems👍🏽.
also, i guess i seem so suicidal or whatever that (one of) my therapist(s) decided i needed a lecture on 1. how dangerous it is to overdose on medication and 2. why i don't want to hurt myself. and i'm just sitting there like
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so yeah. there's that. i'm pretty sick now and probably gonna miss work tomorrow which i'm T O T A L L Y not having a panic attack about pssssshhhh what.
[A/N: WHY THE FUCK ARE MY NEIGHBORS SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY IM TRYING TO SLEEP YOU MASSIVE SHITS]<--passive aggressive much
yeah. i'm annoying myself and probably everyone else. i don't even know why i even write on here anymore. no one gives a damn😂 ah the sweet realization.
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