little things~jyatt

Heart and brain

Jaeden was sitting in his trailer while on his break from shooting a new movie and he decided to scroll through Instagram

The first thing in his feed was a picture of Wyatt and Sophia hanging out

Jaedens felt pure jealousy and and sadness come over him seeing Wyatt with Sophia

Memories and feelings came back from that summer with Wyatt and him together and the things he said to him

He always regretted what he said to Wyatt when Wyatt confessed his love to him

~~flash back~~

"Uh j-jaeden can I talk to y-you pl-please" Wyatt knocked on jaedens trailer door and slowly stepped inside, his hands shaking and his voice quiet

"Sure Wyatt come sit down" jaeden patted the seat next to him on the bean bag and smiled

"O-ok" Wyatt quickly shuffled over to jaeden and sat on the bean bag making a dent and lifting jaeden up a little making jaeden giggle

But Wyatt was too nervous to laugh

"Wy are you ok" jaeden put his hand on Wyatt knee and shook it slightly

"Jaeden I love you!" Jaedens eyes widened and he moved his hand off Wyatt knee

"Wyatt I-...I'm straight" Wyatt looked up at the older boy with tears filling his eyes and ran out of the trailer not looking back

Jaeden sat there in a total daze as to why he just said "I'm straight" to Wyatt when he very well that wasn't true

"Why did I say that! Why does my stupid brain not cooperate with my stupid heart!" Jaeden leaned back into the beanbag hot tears streaming down his face like lava

He made a huge mistake he didn't know how to fix..

~~end flashback~~

..And he never did fix it

Jaeden hadn't focused on Wyatt in a couple of months and slowly started to forget about all the times Wyatt had hugged him and told him he looked amazing and all the times his own repressed feelings wouldn't let him return Wyatt's love

And now that picture had brought everything back

Jaeden loved Wyatt more then he had ever loved someone before

It just took a while for his heart and brain to work it out

But what can he do about it now?