Emison One Shots

Anxious

Alison's P.O.V

Im so excited for Emily, she got a job at Hollis a College as the new swim Coach, she loves it. She has better hours so now I can see her more and they allow her to make it to the rest of my appointments. There are only a few left till the baby is here.

We finished the nursery, even though the babies will share our room first. It's amazing, the walls are a pale grey but all the furniture is white. We decorated the wall with a few sonogram pictures until the babies gets here. I can't believe we've gone almost 7 months without knowing what the babies are, it's making me a little anxious cause I feel under prepared for their arrival.

Im so nervous, I just keep rethinking over and over that this is crazy what's happened this past year.. what if I'm not ready. I know it isn't a mistake, the babies, but I don't know I'm just getting more and more terrified the closer I get.

Alison sat on the bed she shared with Emily, deep in thought about what could happen with her, the babies, Emily. She was an anxious mess, you could see it all over her face. On top of that her stomach was even bigger since she was close to 7 months pregnant, she felt so unattractive she couldn't believe Emily even wanted to be near her.

All the worries and anxiety just built up till Alison found herself crying hysterically on the bed, being on bed rest wasn't helping the situation either. She cried so hard she didn't even hear the front door open. "Ali?" The voice called from downstairs, but she could barely hear over her crying. Slowly the person crept up the stairs and finally came into Alison's room slowly. A concerning looked washed over their faces.

"Ali what's wrong?" Spencer asked as she and Aria rushed over to her. Emily had the girls check on her while she was at work. Ali could barely make out any words through her tears, the two girls sat beside her and held her, gently rubbing her back till she calmed down enough to talk. "I'm just scared you guys, what if I'm not ready. I mean some days I can't wait and most days I'm a nervous wreck. I try to be strong cause it was my choice but it's...it's so hard to keep lying to myself. I just feel so gross and unattractive I'm like fours time the size I used to be, what if Emily stops loving me if I don't look the same after the babies or she stops loving me now." Alison started to sniffle. "She has so many attractive girls around her at work now, I'm so happy for her, but I mean..what if they're better than me."

"Ali..I'm never going to stop loving you." All three girls looked up to see a shocked Emily standing in the doorway. "You're amazing and strong Ali, but if you need someone I'm here always. You're always going to be the most beautiful girl in the world to me. I know that cheesy and cliché but it's true. I found you even more gorgeous now, I mean you're carrying two baby's that's incredible. No girl will ever get the attention you have from me. I promise." Emily said as she sat down on the edge of the bed.

"See Ali all three of us are going to be here for you, you're not alone." Aria smiled at Alison and lightly squeezed her hand. "Yeah, why would we leave our best friend to do this alone. The babies will be all of ours duh." Spencer joked as she gently rubbed Ali's stomach. All three girls really calmed her nerves about everything finally getting a real genuine smile from her. "How did I ever get so lucky to have you three in my life." Alison smiled.

This is a chapter from my book Swim Coach but I thought it would make a nice one shot too. What do you think of it?