Well I have no right or wrong way to start this first part off but I swear I wish it never got to this point. When I met this girl the first time it was my middle school year and she was pregnant. At that time I was in about 8th grade from the moment I laid eyes on her I felt like we belonged. I never thought that she would be down for me I didn't think much of myself I was so use to being put down called ugly and black so I never told her I liked her. The fact that she was pregnant never really made me less attracted it drew me closer to her actually. I found myself leaving class mor and mor praying I'd run into her and I was very lucky a few times. I remember walking her to the office door and turning around smiling once she made it in. I would always ask about her day or why she was never in class to make sure she was good. Although I have never been pregnant I can imagine that the teachers were no help to her stress and pain. At the time I didn't know if she had a boyfriend or no and I didn't feel it was my place to ask because after all I didn't even know how she felt about me. The school year flew by and I hadn't really been running into her anymore which kinda threw my days completely off. We had got close to the end of the school year around the time we had talent shows and stuff everybody wanted me to be in it. Not many people knew I could sing but the ones who hung around me heard it often. Everybody asked me to join the talent show but I didn't know because we were required to know a whole song and besides I was nervous asf. I didn't know any good songs to sing to touch people's heart and also win the show but as the days flew by I thought more and mor and put my mind to learning this one song and got it down pack.
