My blood was boiling I wanted to chicken out the girl who held my heart at that time and wasn't even aware was nowhere to be found in school. I wasn't sure if it was okay to get mad or if I'd look dumb being mad over a girl who I barely existed to but I was upset. A lady from iss who has always been my supporter was behind me the entire time. She's the main reason I had no choice but to be in the talent show because she paid and it was nun refundable. When I was caught in iss I always got out early if I sung to the entire time which I didn't mind cause from the time she released me I could go looking for the beautiful girl who I admired. With no luck I gave up on looking that day because the bell had rung to go home and I'm sure she was already released. The lady from iss was named Ms.Parker and I was going home with her for the day before the talent show. We went shopping for two dresses earrings shoes and makeup. I wasn't a fan of makeup you can ask anyone that was my first time wearing it. We did all the shipping gathered my things I showered I asked if my sister could stay over and the entire night I couldn't sleep I was very excited I prayed the girl was their to see me sing because it would have been dedicated to her if I had saw her.