for the awkward and unwanted. (DISCONTINUED!)

3: a boring night.

When we finally got home i made Roxi go to a friend's house. Tori went and plugged her phone into a small speaker that sits on the counter, Nathan sat at the bar and Tori walked over and joined him, i was looking for food in the kitchen Troye was laying on the couch eating chips while on his phone,

he sat up and said "Nathan, upstairs, now"

Tori joked around and said "don't make to much noise Ethan's neighbors might hear you 'cause we all know Troye's screamer and don't make a mess of Ethan sheets"

Troye yelled "oh, fuck you!" from up the stairs.

A couple minutes later "Oh shit i have pizza rolls."

"I love pizza rolls so much. okay, cook them now." Tori said

a little while later the toaster dinged

"Oh my god! i'm so hungry, Ethan go get Troye and Nathan." Tori said

"Ugh... okay." i told her while walking upstairs.

I assumed they were in my room, i looked in the doorway and walked up a couple stairs, yep there they were, making-out on the couch in my room. i knocked on the stairs which made them stop and look at me.

"I- uh- f-food's, um, ready" i stuttered

Nathan crawled off Troye quite quickly."Oh, yeah"

Troye stood up and looked around the room as if he was looking for something he might forget,

"Right" he said grabbing his phone and leaving down the stairs and out the door

Nathan did the same but when he walked up to me he said "Can I talk to you? Real quick" he said quietly

"Um, yeah sure" I was nervous but I was sure it was not a very big deal. We walked up the stairs together there's not very many only six. i live in attic of an old house.

Nathan looked at me scarcely "Troye and I have been, together for a while now if you didn't already know, and i- um."

"you...? what?"

"well, i thought you would be the one to talk to, y-you know?"

"talk to about what?"

he looked around nervously
"you know, like... sex"

i step back and laugh softly
"okay, one: i'm not gay and two: i don't want tell you how to fuck my best friend."

he laughs and puts his hand on my shoulder "James, you're gay, and you just can't accept that"

I'm so thankful for Tori running up the 2nd story stairs and yelling
"Where are you?! You fucking cunts!"

I looked at Nathan "i, um"

i turned around and started walking down the stairs

"Okay, hold the fuck up, Tori!" i said opening the door and running into her. Tori's forehead hit my chin and she laughed a lot harder than i did.

We all got downstairs and talked and just go on our phones then watched netflix. When it got around 10:30 or 11:00 pm, we went to my room changed our clothes and smoked weed for a bit, on our phones of course, listening to music and ate food. Around one Tori and i went downstairs because Nathan and Troye started to act a little couple-y. We talked and watched movies till we fell asleep. When i woke up I checked the time on my phone it said 13:05. I went upstairs to see if Nathan and Troye were up, they weren't, cuddling on my bed, hopefully just shirtless. When i went back downstairs Tori was up. We decided i was going to make pancakes. As i was making pancakes, Nathan and Troye came downstairs and sat at some stools at the breakfast bar next to Tori.

"I'll do it, Ethan." Nathan said

"Do what?" i said

"Make the pancakes." he said

"Oh, yeah. Sure." i said going to take his seat between Tori and Troye. Tori, Troye and I listened to music that Tori put on we were on our phones and just talked till the pancakes were ready, and ate the pancakes, while talking and listening to music.

"You know that new kid Pj?" i asked

"The cute, curly-haired new kid?" Tori said

i rolled my eyes "Well, yeah that one, guess. i got his number and we're hanging out today."

"Holy shit, tell us the whole thing." Tori said excitedly

"Well, in my english class on monday, the first of school we were put in groups of two-" i began to say

"Oh well, no shit." Tori interrupted

"Yeah, well anyway. We were put in groups of two to do this 'HUGE' project, to 'get to know everyone' and i thought 'oh Cole's here i can pick him, he'll do all the work and it'll be easy' you know? But nope, when is life ever that easy? 'You will work with the person next to you' and i was like 'oh fucking shit' nothing against him but i'm awkward and have really bad social anxiety so like fuck me-"

Nathan rolled his eyes and mumbled "literally."

i scoffed "shut up. anyway, and Pj looked quite nervous. So finally Mr. Carson says 'you may speak to your partner' Oh god. Pj looks me up and down before saying "Pj. Pj Liguori, you?" now in my head i imaged me being all cool but you know, so i say 'i am... um, Ethan' like i fucking forgot my name, he looked at me, with a kinda shocked look like, he was surprised about something, he goes 'you're uh' and i gave him like a 'what' expression, he says 'you're uh, british.' and i say 'um, yeah'
like no shit. he's all like 'That's so cool, i plan on living there when i finish school' and i was like 'Oh really? it is rather quite nice there' in my most british accent, joking around and he thought i was funny so that's good. i guess the rest is history."

"Do you like him? Do you think he's cute?" Tori asked

"i'm not a- i'm not fuckin' gay" I responded

"You're lying to me and yourself" she said

I rolled my eyes over to Troye
who said "isn't Axel in that class?"

I said "oh, yeah that too."

"I lost my virginity to Axel" he says

"Haven't we all?" Tori says

"Not me, but i'm pretty sure we all have a story about him" Nathan says

"I don't," i said "i feel left out."

"Don't." Nathan says and laughs

"What's yours?" Tori asked, confused,

"In 10th grade, which is when he in 8th grade, he got told that he couldn't blow a 10th grader,"

"He gave you a blowjob?" Troye said kinda angrily,

"Oh my god!" Tori says hitting the counter laughing

"Yep"

"But- you-" Troye stutters.
Nathan puts his finger over Troye's mouth

"Shh, not now, Henderson."

Tori said "Anyway, what time should we leave so we can leave you and Pj, you know?" and winks,

"Oh my god, i'm not gay." i said and laughed "Like 8:30."

The rest of the day was nothing out of the ordinary, just Tori, Nathan, Troye and i hanging out.