for the awkward and unwanted. (DISCONTINUED!)

7: more of 'freckles'

[ a/n: freckles aesthetic/vibe ^ but she's like me if i was a girl tbh. i also deleted the last chapter bc i hated it so that didn't happen. but also listen to any of the bands/musicians i listed bc they're all great. ]

so it's been a few weeks and freckles and i have been getting closer, we're a lot alike so that's good, she really likes cage the elephant, the arctic monkeys, nirvana, lil peep, 9TAILS, killedmyself, and nothing,nowhere and they're all really good, she gets high a lot and smokes cigarettes. she's gone a little out of my comfort zone with touching and things like sitting on my lap but i've been letting it slide hoping that she means it in a platonic way, my friends think i'm wrong though but it's whatever. she's the type of straight girl that makes out and does sexual things with other girls (whether they're straight or not) to get boys attention, she's also the type of girl that really likes fishnet leggings but i don't blame her. she's the type that rude people would call a 'slut', the kind that gets called that so much that it's a joke she plays a part of, constantly calling herself a slut too. also the kind of girl in high school that you wonder about her parents, her mum is the type that is constantly working so earn her daughter's love by thinking that if she lets freckles do whatever she wants and buying her whatever she wants will make freckles happy, and it does i guess, i've never heard her talk about her dad. freckles usually looks like she buys all her clothes off o-mighty or kokopiecoco, constantly wearing velvet tank tops or short sleeve shirts that go to her stomach saying things like "that's gross! (unless you're up for it?)" and "i want you to be my baby" and "your loss, babe" plus pink and white ringer tees that say things like "i'm a virgin (this is a very old shirt)" and "crybaby" or a basic sweatshirt, her pants consist of mom jeans with fishnets, short pastel pink skirts (that almost show her ass jfc) with knee socks that have space or a cactus or stripes matching her skirt, black skinny jeans (with fishnets of course) or velvet or jean short shorts.
the type of girl with a really fucked up life but acts happy all the time, very social but says she isn't, sneaks out too much, really into boys but is possibly bi, super giggly and happy maybe because she's always high, her room is covered in band posters, only has a mattress on the floor along with a lot of clothes, she's probably really depressed but drowns it alcohol drugs and sex.
i spend most of my time with freckles but i have a feeling dan and phil don't like her, i think tori is catching feelings but won't admit because she acts in love and i'm pretty sure they've made out a few times but yeah.

[ a/n: so i got freckles outfit aesthetic from http://o-mighty.com/products/157/?page=1&view=40 (jfc that's long) and https://kokopiecoco.com bc i love and anyway i wrote sm about this one character why didn't i do this to the others idk but she's my favourite so. ]