btw, this song is perfect.
jenos pov.
"they all say to do something like pocky and to hug. they also say that you two aren't as close as you are with the other members. lets ask the leader, mark?." the announcer says. "ah, nae. they dont talk to eachother much, they might extange looks but that pretty much it" mark says looking worried. "and this worries you?" "yes actually, it worries me as their hyung to know that they are not having any connections and it sometimes hurts me to know that they live together yet they wont show feelings towards each other. they will have to grow with eachother a-and*sniffle* i " mark starts to cry "mark. mianhae, i didn't know that we hurt you so much"renjun says. he nods in response. all i could do was stare with guilt. im not only hurting myself but im hurting others. i saw the sadness in his eyes. for that reason. for mark, i decided to hug renjun but i was a little scared about what renjun might say .
we stop for a few seconds for mark to relax and then we start. "how long?" jeno asked "half a centimeter" "what?" we all say looking shocked.
my heart begins to pound as our lips get closer. i keep my eyes open so no one woulds suspect me to still like him. i was looking at his eyes as he closed them. and just like that he forgot we were on tv and he put his arm around my neck, either that or hes just playing with me. our lips had touched. my heart had pounded like the first time he kissed me.
we succeeded at getting half of a centimeter. before our lips touched i didn't know how much i missed him. without hesitation we both hugged and i loved every moment of my body wrapping around renjun. i wish i could do this often.
everyone cheers and claps for us with big smiles on their faces. i blushed but no one could see under my makeup.
show ended
as we walk into our dorm jisung goes to the bathroom and i pull renjun in. "huh" he says in shock. "uh, renjun, i want to talk, but we dont have much time" i said looking down at my shoes. "um, okay". "do you" i paused and thought about what i would say. "feel anything?" i say finally looking up at him. "um, i-i uh" i sigh knowing that he wasn't going to say yes. "i do" he shouts while widening his eyes. "and im sorry i didnt tell you earlier" he quiets down. "and im sorry i had to end things between us" he starts tearing up. i hug him. "renjun, dont be sorry, it my fault you said the things that you did. i just shouldn't say things that i dont mean, i know i hurt you, im so sorry" i let go and we look at eachothers features. renjun stops crying and he pulls me in for for a long kiss.
"hey do you- ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" we turn our heads to see jisung run out of the room.
before we run after him renjun says "i forgive you".
"huyngs, HYU-mmm" jisung tries to scream but before he says anything else i out my hand on his mouth.
"jisung" i say pissed and whisper shout "you better shut you fu-" i say while still hold his mouth but i get cut off "eh-em, jeno" he says while looking at me "jisung, jeno and i had a past life together. we started dating in secret, we broke up and now were back together, we are not ready to tell the world though let alone our hyungs so can you please keep this secret because once we want to tell everybody thats our decision, not yours, thank you". "okay sorry" jisung responed putting his head down.
i could see that that little savage was ready.
renjun smacked my arm. i huffed as jisung walked away.
