we woke up from a nice night. i walked downstairs to see our hyungs, i was proud of what i did last night so walked downstairs to see if they knew what was happening.
"jeno, when your doing those things with renjun dont be so loud, we were trying to sleep" taeyong said calmly. "well sorry" i said sarcastically. he rolled his eyes as he got his favorite mug that he got from a fan.
"whats her name?" i asked in curiosity "anisa" he said smiling while looking at his cup. "wow, what a pretty name" i said rolling my eyes while getting myself a glass of oj while taeyong sat down on snow taking selfies.
rejun walked downstairs. "hi baby" i said smiling about to give renjuns sleepy face a kiss. his eyes widened as he noticed taeyong on his phone. he kept pointing at him and rapid firing his hand back and forth. i turn around. "oh him?" i smiled and gave him a kiss anyways. he started to tear up. "you lied to me?" he asked. i looked down at the ground "yes". i put on a pouty face.
"ima go now" taeyong said awkwardly. as my head was down i felt renjeun hand land on my head. "you. said. you weren't. ready". with each syllable he hit me. "im sorry, im sorry, i didnt think it was a big deal, plus i told you- nevermind" "i said while he was still smacking me. "tell me what?" he said with curiosity. he stopped smacking me. "nothing" i said. "whatever" he walked away.
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"IM NOT AFRAID TO BE WHO I WANT TO BE AND BE WHO I AM"
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ugh, i cant tell him that i thought to myself. hes so emotional.