its okay

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a/n im illegal, under age but my mom still lets me drink small amounts of alcohol and i like the taste of champagne, but i dont like wine. i drink it once a year though.

as we walk into our dorm jisung goes to the bathroom and i get pulled into our room by jeno. "huh" i says in shock. "uh, renjun, i want to talk, but we dont have much time" he said looking down. "um, okay"i said confused. "do you" he paused fir a bit. "feel anything?" he finally said looking up at me. my eyes lit up and my heart started to hurt. "um, i-i uh" i stutter trying to figure out what i was going to say. i finally gather my thoughts. "i do" i shout while widening. "and im sorry i didnt tell you earlier" i say getting quieter. "and im sorry i had to end things between us" i said as i start to cry. jeno tries to console me by hugging me. "renjun, dont be sorry, it my fault you said the things that you did. i just shouldn't say things that i dont mean, i know i hurt you, im so sorry" he let go and we looked at eachothers features. i stop crying and pull him in for for a long kiss.

"hey do you- ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" we turn our heads to see jisung run out of the room.

before we run after him i say"i forgive you" with a small smile but i think jeno was more focused on the fact that we got caught 

"huyngs, HYU-mmm" jisung tries to scream but before he says anything else jeno puts his hand over the poor childs mouth.

"jisung" he said sounding pissed "you better shut you fu-" he says while still hold his mouth but i cut him off before he gets in more trouble "eh-em, jeno" i say while looking at me and warning him "jisung, jeno and i had a past life together. we started dating in secret, we broke up and now were back together, we are not ready to tell the world though let alone our hyungs so can you please keep this secret because once we want to tell everybody thats our decision, not yours, thank you"i said, wow i really sounded like a mom just then . "okay sorry" jisung respond putting his head down.

we all know jisung really wanted to tell. you never know when hes going to be shy or when hes going to say s*it and roasts you.

i smacked jenos arm so he would let go. jeno huffed as jisung walked away. "next time lets lock the door" he says smiling as he rubs my cheek. 

"jeno, i dont think i ever told you this but i love you" i said resting my head in the space between his neck and his head. "i love you too" he whispers into my ear making me feel a tingling sensation in my spine. he kisses my ear and i put my head up.

"jeno, ill never be as stupid as i was back then. i didnt want anyone to know who i really was but even if i tried to be what im not i would not feel right". "its okay" he says in response  while smiling.

"now give me a kiss" i say and he kisses all around my face and hugs me while moving side to side. i then kiss him back on his oversized nose. 

he chuckles. "can i call you baby now?"i say while looking up at him. "sure".

i take him to our room and this time i lock the door. he pushed me down on the bed to started kissing me

 he pushed me down on the bed to started kissing me

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he then sat on me and i feel something on my pants. 

"jeno stop" i say "im not ready" i said. "what are you talking about" he said in a stupid voice. "you sound stupid right now, look at your pants" i said giving him a smart look. "huh" he says while shoving his hand down his pants pushing his, you know what back down. "well look whos talking" he said. i look down "ah s*it" i say to myself. i quickly pinch his pants while teasing him. he grows back. 

"ugh, renjun" he says "hajima(stop)" he whines "why?" i ask. "HYUng stOoOop" he shouts as i pinch his pants again. 

as i get my body up jeno shoves me back down. "dont do that agian he says while crawling on top of me. he holds my head as he kisses me and rubs himself. he gets down to my neck. "jeno stop" i say as i moan out his name then he bites my neck and i here a deep sinister chuckle come out of his mouth. 

"we should't be doing this" i barely get out of my mouth. "its okay" he says seductively.

"im your hyung so im gonna take over" i say pushing him off of me. "but rennie im bigger, and im pretty sure ill feel really good" he says as i feel a smile come across his face. "say who?" "you know what they say about a guy with a big nose" "and you believe in that?" "well they get it from somewhere" he say while getting back on top of me. he tightly pulls my hands behind my back. i try to adjust but he just pulled even harder. i was almost suffocating as my face was stuffed on the bed and my but in the air.

"just so you know, your taking my card" i say "well. just so YOU know, im giving you mine". that relaxes me to know that its our first time. 

jeno pulls me close to his chest while still holding my arms. he pecks my neck and then pulls my shirt off. as my arms part i felt relieved but then in less then a second he pulls my arms back in its last position. and he pushes my head down.

i relax my legs and let my body slide down leaving my body strait. jeno picks me up by my crotch so my butt sticks back up in the air. "as weak and skinny as always" he says.

he pulls down my pants and boxers to expose my body. he grabs my balls and moan.(a/n let your imagination run wild). he was right, he does feel really good, he feels amazing. we switch positions after an hour of him thrusting back and forth at lightning speed. my legs were to weak so he sits on me and bounces up and down hurting my legs even more but it didnt matter, i liked the feeling. 

it was too hot to go under the sheets and we weren't wearing any clothes but we did anyways and pretended to be asleep for jisungs sake and we hid our clothes under the sheets with us. sweat poured down our faces and i realized that i had to unlock the door."jeno, we are never doing that again" i said  staring bug eyed at him". "okay" he said mocking me. i rolled my eyes "it felt good though, didnt it?". i nodded then smiled at him and kissed his forehead.

me and jeno cooled down and then cuddled for the rest of the night.

thx for reading

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