Picking up the pieces

Chapter three

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It's been days sense I went anywhere. I stay by myself most of the time. I'm always in my room, the only time I leave is too eat, or take care of myself. Other then that I'm always in my room reading or watching TV like nothing was said that night.

Mom always try to have me talk. But I'm not able too. I just look at her with a cold look. Like she's not even there. I know it kills her to see me like this but what else am I supposed to do?

To all honesty dad is just dad we won't talk to each other. He is always out doing work or at the gym.but I know if he got the chance he would kill Tyler with out a second thought.

Don't get me wrong if I was old enough to understand what was happening when I was five. I would have put up a better fight and I would cute his fucking balls off.

To think he would do that to his own so called sister. I know we weren't really family. But rapping ur own little sister. Just the thought of me knowing I was the little girl who got raped. I can never go back to the same little girl I was.

All I could do know is pick up the pieces and do my best at moving on.

That's the last thought I had before I fell asleep. Praying for dear god that the nightmares would stay away for one night. Then I was out cold.

It's dark really dark, I look up to see him. The one I'm scared of the most in the house. He is leaning over me like I'm a puppet. I feel his hands all over my body. I start to cry begging Tyler to stop.

But of course he doesn't instead he says
" Shhhh Holly, stop that crying before you make things worse for yourself "

I do my best to obey his whishes but I'm just so scared I don't really understand what is happening. But I know it's not what a five year old should be doing.

As Tyler takes my hands and make them touch every inch of his body. I start to shake. Scarred know what happens next.

" Holly, unbutton my pants and show me what those hands of urs can do " Tyler says in the most scariest voice

I shake my head trying to say no but he grabs my hands and makes them touch him down there.

Tyler makes a sound that I don't understand and I try with all my might to get my hands back to myself. But I'm to weak and small to do much.

After I was able to get my hands free. Tyler started to take his clothes off. When he tells me to do the same I just sit there in the chair close to the kitchen.

Tyler would just start taking then off for me. I cry even more wishing my dad, Mom , anyone could help me. But know one does.....

I wake up screaming and crying. I hear my mom running into my room hugging me so tight that I knew she wasn't going anywhere.

" Shhhh sweetheart, I got u. It was only a dream shhhh."
My mom said to me with the most sweetest voice u could think off.

I just tried my best to stop crying. By the time I stopped I started to fall back asleep in my mom's arms. Keeping me save even when I'm scared out of my mind.

When I woke up I felt better it was the first time I don't have the scary dream comes to reality stays way.

I look around my room I see mom fell asleep next to me on the bed.
I get out of bed trying not to wake up Mom and check my phone.
I found out that I got a Miss call from my best friend Kade.
He left a voicemail like always.

" Holly Smith answer your god damn phone! We have a dinner date to night for our anniversary. It's been two years of friendship. I will be there by seven be ready. Love you bye !!"

I smile the cute voicemail Kade left. He has always been there for me. Kade has been the best friend I had ever had.

He even knows about what happened nine years ago. U see I did tell one other person and his name was Kade.

He is my person the one u can lean on when I need to the most. There is nothing we wouldn't do for each other.

Looking at my phone once more I see that I only have two hours untill the dinner date.

So I start getting ready I throw on a somewhat short black dress, my black heels, last but not least my hair. I left my long hair down.

I only had a few minutes let so. Went to tell Mom I'm leaving and gave my dad a hug. When I walked out side there he was my best friend in the world.

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~ Hayley