Hey my lovely readers well what do u think so far?? I know I have been slowly updating but I been going though things but anyhow enjoy 💕
When I get out of kades car I run to the door. When I walk in I see my mom running to give me a hug.
As she Cry's she says
" I'm so sorry I'm so so sorry." I just sand there wondering what on earth is she talking about?
" mom what are u talking about??"
She looks at me and says
" your fauther went to the hospital ,he had a heart attack ...." She hugs me tightly
But I was able to push her away and run to my room.
I lock myself in my room.
Running to my closet Door I them open it.
I grab the book on my top self and open to page 56. As I open it I found my blades.
As I take the blades I make sure my room is locked.
Then I sit on the floor I pull my dress up a little so I can see my thigh. Then I start to cut, asking why does this happen to me. Why does he have to be I'm the hospital it was my fault. I put to much stress on him and His heart.
As I watch the blood go down my leg I feel like I just want to die end it all but how could I do that if everyone won't let me.
I just let the blood bleed out, let my body feel the pain. All the pain, all the fault gilt, the hate I feel about myself.
But the most of all the pain of never being perfect for anyone and never will.
I feel my head getting heavy thats how I know I lost to much blood. but before I past out my last thought was "was I not able to be like everyone else."
Thats when the darkness took over I guess I will feel more pain when I wake up....
So what do u guys think?? I know its not what people would expect but I hope u like it....
Love u guys ~Hayley 💞💞
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