Its Hard

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It's hard for me to be happy
Not because there isn't nothing to be happy about
But because I can't except that it's real

It's hard for me to care
Not because there isn't anything to care about
But because when I care I'm welcomed with pain, betrayal, and disappointment

It's hard for me to try
Not because there's nothing to achieve
But because it already feels as if I have failed

It's hard for me to Love
Not because there's nobody to love
But because they won't love me back... not truly anyway

And it's hard for me to live
Not because there's nothing to live for
But because it's to hard to keep going...

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