Poems From The Heart

Through My Head

mytailmylife I hope this satisfies you.:)
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I should probably write some more
Definitely not another poem
But then again that's all I got
Because I'm enchanted with haunting
Love stories when love is a wreck
For me. So why not make a cliche
Story? Screw originality. Holy crap
He's really cute. I wonder if he likes me.
I can't text that guy because we had a fight
Even if it's easier to spill everything to him
He'd probably get more mad. I lost my best
Friend to the west coast, but mom said
To call her mom and pretend
I was just checking up on them. At
Least I'm closer to my other friend, and
She doesn't get annoyed by me. We share
The fangirl thing, the weird thing,
The utter dislike of popularity. But I want
To be popular in the booking world
So maybe I should write some more. If
Only I knew what. I wish that I knew
Someone at my new school. I should probably pack or at least help
But I'm busy with my show obsession.
It's really dark in my room. If I don't kill a
Bug does that me I'm scared of killing things
Or scared of bugs? It's way too quiet at night
And loneliness is my frenemy. I'll pull an
Evan Hansen if I don't make new friends
In highschool. Should I sleep or stay awake?
I hate the world we live in. I wish he'd
Be the one to text me first. I'm pretty sure I'll cave but he's probably deleted my number.
And that other guy. Maybe he does like me.
This is way too long. I need to write
A different story.