escaped away from emotions ✔

pain

What is pain?
The word we are constantly reminded of...

Is it the emotion we tend to chase?
The emotion that kills us faster then your death sentence?

The emotion that controls you.
The emotion that we tend to remanaice on!

That certain emotion that will haunt you down until it finds you .
The emotion that kills over 7 million people  drowning in surroundings.

Is it the pain you try to avoid.
The pain that keeps coming back after you think you have demolished it?
When you finely think you stable.
It comes back so sadden...
 like a burning sensation that runs along your veins.

It is said that we are not compiled for this emotion.
The pain !

We tend to try and cure the pain, but it will always be the beat our feet walk along.

I would think I'm used to my tears creating an ocean every night....
My pillow being drowned by my sorrows 
But every night I have this constant ache in my heart,
That fills ones eyes with tears.
That creates a diagnose of depression.

Is it the melody that will always play a song, a hymn , the beat on our drums.
The emotion we cover with an unfaithful smile .
Dishonest happenies....

I never see the pain but yet it overtakes my happiness.
It rejoices within because I can't see it.
I too glide at the fact that it has no physical pain.
it hurts me from the inside and not the outer of my body.

but today I say enough is enough!!
I shall not let a feeling determine my life.
I shall not let it comprehend my life.

and I certainly shall not let it take me down the path of depression!