What love really means

Chapter 8: confession

Its been a few weeks now

My friends and I finish the test we passed.

Now its the holidays, christmas is coming.....

*phone rings*

Me: *picks up* hello?

Yukera: oh hey Rei-chan how are you hahas

Me: I'm fine

Yukera: ummm I've been wanting to tell you something

Me: yes? O////O

Yukera: you umm wanna hang out at the park to see the christmas trees?

Me: ummm errrmmm y-yeah I-I guess

Yukera: hahas okay ^_^

I wanted to tell him something too...as I arrived at the park 

Yukera: oh so you d-did came I guess ^///^

Me: i-its not that I wanted to go ummm I just dont want you to be lonely that's all

Yukera: hahas okay 

we walked around the park, my face was so red it was like a strawberry but yet I'm afraid........what should I do...we had fun, the pretty stands that sells cute figurines and plushies and some activites. it was night now we wak to the christmas tree to see it shine. It was besutiful, the shiny star on top and the pretty lights around the pretty tree

Yukera: Rei.......

Me: Y-yes...

Yukera: there's something I've been meaning to tell you....

Me: what is it ?

Yukera: I- I-

Me: if you say it wil you mean it forever in your life?

Yukera: what?

Me: if you say it will you mean it or are you gonna leave me all alone.... are you gonna treat me just a friend again? are you gonna stop loving me and forget about everything? are you gonna throw away my feelings if I care for you or worry or even love?

I looked up and started crying....I was afraid, because I know what he will say....I've seen this before and yet I know the ending....I was always alone and I hated it....when I cried he went up to me and hugged me, he was warm.

Yukera: Rei.... I understand how you feel, I may not be a perfect person but I'm different, I care for you and you're beautiful, cute, kind and even silly, but that's what I love about you.... I won't leave you alone, I won't stop loving you, I will cherish you and I will hold your feelings when you care, worry or love me....

Me: *sobs* *cries* Yukera.....I want you to show me that you love me like you mean it......treat me like a real girlfriend....prove it to me if you really love me the way I am....

Yukera: I will....

Me: promise?

he hold me tighter, I looked up to see his face and he looked at me and smiled

"I promise...because I love you...and this is what love really means"

I was still scared but I have a feeling to believe in him.....even if I can see the ending but I believe in him.........

Haru chan here 

I've never discovered real love before and yet I write a story about it hahas 

its funny really...I'm jealous of Reiko-chan even though I created her but she appeared in my imagination world out of no where, my imagination is really strong, Reiko chan is completely different than me and Yukera was in my dreams before and joined my imagination world to meet Reiko....I was jealous because I never seen real love in real life....

so does the person you love or with loves you the way you are, if hold on to your feelings when you worry or care or say you love them? 

I am still a blind lady who can't really see it yet but I can sometimes be wise 

so guys out there if you love a girl and you want to win their heart 

show them you love them show them that you will notice how much the girl you love cares worries and loves you and always love them for being themselves not just appearance the personality and heart 

girls if you want someone you love cares about you ask them this one question and they need to be a man to say it lik they really mean it, always stay with them, show them their feelings and also be yourself hahahas

I may be blind can I cannot see or know what real or true love really means but I can feel it in my heart. thank you for reading this I'm sure this will still continure and my other work which will be my future manga "SOUL GUILD" will be a success hahas JIAN NA~