I grew tired of everything.
i'm tired of being alone,
i'm tired of feeling sad,
i'm tired of being at 'home',
i'm tired of feeling mad,
angry at myself, as i pick up everything from the shelfs,
and destroy it, tear it apart, break it into pieces,because my delusional mind just wants everything to share my pain, that's only fair.
but i know that eventually i'll be tired of feeling tired;
i'd want to explore the world,
and transform everything that catches my eyes into memorable pictures and meaningful words.
and why not, look for my significant other,
who'd free me from my prison and all of my lunatic bothers.i wish i can finally meet you,
get to spend the rest of my life with you,
grow old with you,
and die with you.and i promise, my darling,
that i won't ever disappoint you,
i'll give you all my love and i'll only hope for us to have our happy ending,
so please, don't ever thing of leaving.
i only want you, you, and you. all of you.-peachyyeollie