hey.. its mak.
i just wanted to do an update even though I haven't wrote in over a year..
i just want to say, jahsehs death really impacted me, really hurt me.
today, september 18th, marks the 3 month point.
he's been gone for three months
i hope he continues doing great things up there.
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A letter to X:
Dear Jahseh,
How are you? Good I suppose. Today, has been three months without you. I still cant wrap my head around the fact you're gone. I think what hurts the most is remembering you wanted to die in your late teens, and you hit 20 and really start turning your life around, for the better. And then they took you away. Your mom is still broken, I know it. I keep thinking there could've been a better solution to this problem and the whole situation could've been avoided. Some things have happened since you haven't been here. One, they got your killers, and knowing you, you wouldn't beat them up, you'd let karma take care of it. Two, you are being nominated for the American Music Awards. Isn't this amazing!? All your hard work is finally paying off! Its devastating you can't be here to see it. We're all proud of you bbyboy. Three, you have a baby on the way, a son to be exact, I hope he grows up to be you, minus all the bad decisions you made, but it's okay because it happens. I don't wanna keep you too long, so remember these things: We love you, and continue being great. #LongLiveXxxtentacion
Love, mak
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jahseh.
Fanfictionwho knew a girl like me could end up getting married, having kids, and having a successful life with a rapper who goes by xxxtentacion? i did.
