'Why did I let her go?!'
That was everyone's question for this tragic week
'How did I let this happen?!'
That was the questions of those who knew what was going on
'Why am I such and idiot?.....'
That was the question of yours truly, Sasuke Uchiha, what he thought about as he drowned into doubt the entire week, not only doubt, but also guilt for him sadly
The cramped hospital room left him with the feeling that the walls would sooner or later squish him into a pancake, or maybe it was you, who laid sleeping in your bed, the guilt just burned him each time he dared to remember a decent memory with you
I mean who wouldn't?....
He was at fault for everything that happened to (y/n)....
The reason why she dropped out of school, The reason why she was angry most of the time.
The reason she would have nightmares, causing her to get Addicted to sleeping pills........
The reason why she would have theses awful pains in her head....
The reason why she going insane.
Sasuke took in a deep sigh and stared at you, he watched as your chest rises when you breathed. He thought about how beautiful his lovers smile would be if only she would open her eyes
But he knew very well the line that mustn't be crossed. If only he could feel the pain his beloved went through, just so he can know what it felt to be insane
Sasuke took in a long sigh and glanced over at his (y/n), and than at his unfinished letter- well halfway read letter to be clear
Yes, it is correct, Sasuke has still didn't read the rest of his letter, but the fact that it stayed in the same room as him, and the fact that it was sitting right there asking him to open it, made him want open it even-
"Hello, Sasuke-Kun"
The Unidentified figure peeked through the crack of the door with a grin. Sasuke didn't even need to look at the door to know who it is, he just eye rolled and scoffed
"Who told you your welcome here, Sakura?"
The pink haired female jumped out into the doorway and swayed her hands into the air
"Guilty as charged, Sasuke-Kun! How did you know! Your a genius!"
Sasuke glared at the pinkette and spoke to her in the calmest and nicest way possible, Sakura didn't move a muscle, just in case the Uchiha dared to make a move
"Get. The. Hell. Out. Now"
Sakura winced at the harshness of her Sasuke-Kun and frowned in a childish manner
"But my love!-"
"Don't call me that!" Sasuke snapped and raised up from his chair "and didn't I tell you your not welcome here?"
Sakura crossed her arms and skipped over to the Uchiha, she twiddled her finger around Sasuke's hair and grinned at the said Uchiha
"But don't you love me?- I mean, I love you, and I'm pretty sure if (y/n) was here right now, she would want me to-"
"I said get the hell out of here Sakura! Can't you take no for a god damn answer?! And also, don't stick her name in your mouth, I don't want you ruining the whole mention of her name for me"
Sakura skidded back onto a chair and saved her composure, crossing her leg over the other "I know you love me, and you know I love you. Don't be mad because you lost (y/n), Sasuke. That's your own fault. But don't blame yourself for her death, for she wanted to do that to herself, she wanted to be petty and kill herself, she wanted your guilt to help her excel her ego, so don't-"
"I have her in (y/n)'a room... Of course I want her out of her right now...."
Sakura glanced at Sasuke and raised a brow. He held his phone to his ear, he nodded once in a while and glanced at Sakura
"Who are you talking to, Sasuke?"
The Uchiha glared over at Sakura "oh no, it's just (y/n)'a good friend she met on her gusty journey"
Sakura sighed in relief "oh, it's only Naneki? That's it? Geez I thought it was someone worst than-"
"Yeah Konan, you know the senior from a few years ago?"
Sakura paused and felt as if something dropped before herself, her face paled and she skidded back from the Uchiha "Ko...nan-San?.. you wouldn't dare to do that, Sasuke-Kun.. B-Because you love me, right?"
Sakura remembered Konan very well, she was the tallest girl in her grade at that time and especially the most intimidating girl in the entire school. Sakura always kept a mental not to never be in her personal bubble, especially since the 'incident' with her a few years ago
The Uchiha scoffed, snapping Sakura out of her thoughts "wanna bet Sakura?" Sasuke stood up from his seat and leaned on the learners wall to Sakura "I do not love you like how I love (y/n), so stop disrespecting (y/n) like that..... she deserves more than anyone existing in this room... better yet, world"
Sakura rolled her eyes and crossed her arms before the Uchiha "you think she does? She wouldn't have done this stupid shit for no reason Sasuke she must have had a reason, what was it for? We dont know. What is my theory? She wanted attention"
The room fell silent and the Uchiha glared at the pink haired girl the entire time, he furrowed his eyebrows together and pointed at the door
"Get out" Sasuke said coldly "you didn't know (y/n) at all, and I know for a fact that she wouldn't- I mean I think I-"
"You think you do Sasuke? Is that doubt I hear?" Sakura leaned her ear out towards Sasuke and the Hyūga "I wouldn't have expected you to doubt your love in (y/n)- wait a minute.... didn't she leave you letters? I mean she left me" Sakura sat down and crossed her legs "she didn't say anything about how much she loves you?"
"She did- I mean I didn't finish reading it but-"
"You didn't read it Sasuke?! What a joke!" Sakura held her stomach as tears of laughters sprinkled upon her eyes "your an idiot, you know that right?" Sakura strutted towards the door and looked over her shoulder at Sasuke "I know I probably shouldn't be telling you this Sasuke but, you should really finish reading it" Sakura opened the door and stayed in the doorway for a brief second "you were always hard to please Sasuke, but if Karin could let you go maybe there was a reason, I asked her and she told me the same thing Ino told me, and that's because you treated them like trash, I'm a woman and I demand respect.......... So does (y/n)" Sakura slammed the door and left Sasuke awestruck
"She was just yelling at me a few minutes ago.... than she decided to give me advice on my love life, such a confusing woman....."
Sasuke looked down at the letter and glanced at (y/n)
"But on the other hand she could be correct..." Sasuke reached over for the letter and unraveled the way it was folded "how about a glance..."
YOU ARE READING
Entries » Sasuke Uchiha
Fanfic» Day 1. July 26th, 2017. 3:15 Pm- He left me today...... Than ran off with his beautiful new girlfriend..... ⭐️ Updated every day :) I do not own any characters, nor do I own the photos used prior