He walked in. He fucking walked in.
"Hey Soomi, you left your pho—" He stopped in his tracks. Taehyung slowly got off me as I straightened myself.
"I see... I see how it is..." Jimin said sadly. He threw my phone on the bed, putting his hand on the doorknob.
"I should've known... you liked this V dude. The way you looked at him was totally different from the way you looked at me..." He spoke, his voice cracking, "I'm sorry..." He said.
"No! I'm sorry... I'm sorry... because you had to find out this way—"
"Your not sorry Soomi... if you were, you would've confronted me. We could've solved this out," He spoke,
"I'm sorry I actually thought you would one day like me back..." He smiled weakly at me. "I really am..." Was the last thing he said before leaving the room. I fell onto my knees and sobbed.
"I lost my bestfriend... I lost him for real this time..." I cried. I felt 2 strong arms wrap around my small body.
"Your going to be okay... It's okay..." His voice soothes me, and I actually calmed down.
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I woke up in a warm embrace, although I could feel my eyes were puffy and probably red asf.
I could see Taehyung sleeping peacefully, his arms around my waist. I felt happy realizing he was with me all night. I remembered everything that happened. I cried, I sobbed and ranted and all he did was comfort me, but I don't remember falling asleep.
"It's not going to be okay Taehyung!" I sobbed, hitting his chest even though I knew my weak punches wouldn't effect him.
"It's not... Its never going to be okay again..." I cried, "I broke him!" I shouted. I heard my door open, and Taehyung shooed the person away.
He had one arm around my waist, keeping me close. The other stroking my hair.
"I hate myself... I knew I didn't like him anymore..." I clenched my jaw to prevent myself from crying again, "I knew... I was supposed to confess," I paused, "But not like this..."
"What am I going to do?!" I cried even more.
"Forgot about it. Apologize. Start again," He spoke, his deep voice startling me, "You crying gives me this pain in my chest baby girl..."
I looked up at him, my eyes swollen. He looked right into mine, smiling. I smiled slightly, just the slightest tug at my lip.
"That's the smile..."
I swiftly, slowly and quietly left Taehyungs embrace. He must be tired trying to stay up with me.
I checked the time before grabbing my things, and going to the bathroom. After washing up, and putting on an outfit, I did light makeup as always. When I walked out the bathroom, I saw a sticky note on my door.
Went 2 get breakfast with Yeong ;) See u @ skool~~~ <3
I smiled, throwing away the note. School. I'm going to see Jimin at school...
It's not like he knew I cried my heart out anyway. :( If only he knew I felt so sorry.
I sighed, going to wake up Taehyung. I saw my phone and turned it on. I saw the wallpaper and already wanted to cry.
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FanfictionI'm just ᴄᴏɴsᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ getting some feelings hurt... Started: 6/16/17 Finished: 6/11/18