My Lovable Emo

Chapter 10

Anxiety's POV

We all left Thomas alone so he can have some alone time with his 'friend' that was coming over. I have an idea on who it was but I'm not gonna say. We got back to the mind palace and I went to my room with Roman following close behind. I still can't get over my fear that I'm ruining his life and holding him back from what he wants sometimes. And Roman seemed to noticed how I'm feeling.

"Anxiety. Is something wrong?"

"No. Why would you think that?" I said trying to not to show the fear in my eyes.

"I can tell. I know you well enough to see that theirs something wrong. So what is it?" I looked at him and he had a concern look on his face. Does he really care?

"Do you really care?" I asked. He got and shocked look on his face when I said that.

"What!? Of course I care. Your my boyfriend now. I care about you oh so much." He said.

"But I don't deserve to be your boyfriend. I'm the one who holds you back from what you want to do. I'm the big screw up that everyone hates. You and me shouldn't even be together!"

"Don't say that! I care more about you than my dreams. Your not a screw up! You my little anxious baby that I love very much. And I know love. I don't care if we're opposites. So are Logan and Patton but look at them. They care about each other and are working on their relationship. And remember when we did the Sander sides video a few weeks ago. We need you. Thomas needs you. I need you. We can work this out. Your the love of my life. Please don't even think about leaving me. Please."

I looked at him and he was nearly about to cry. He is right though. I haven't thought about how much I mean to him, to Thomas and the others. I leaned forward, wiped his tears with my thumb and kissed him. He immediately kissed back. I now know that I'm not a screw up. I now know how much I mean to everyone. And how much Roman loves me.

We pulled away from each other and Roman got a big smile on his face. He then picked my up bridal style by surprise.

"Roman what are you doing?" He opened my door and carried me out to the front room. Logan and Patton were there on one of the couches.

"Well hey kiddos. Anxiety you doing ok?" Patton asked. I just nodded as Roman set me on the other couch. I looked over at Logan and Patton with a confused look and they looked more confused then I did. Roman then put on a movie, turned off all the lights, grabbed a red and black blanket and sat next to me with the blanket covering us. The movie then started and Logan and Patton were cuddling with each other. I recognized the movie we were watching. I looked at Roman as he pressed play on the movie. 'Black Cauldron' my favorite movie. He knows me so well.

I layed my head on Roman's shoulder as the movie played. I couldn't ask for a better life.

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So sorry for the lack of updates this book has gotten. And I hate to say it but I'm ending the book. The final chapter should be uploaded later today. But I'll will be uploading yet another Prinxiety book on this account. So don't panic or freak out. And sorry about this terrible ending. The next one should be better. But I really appreciate the love and support on this book. Thank you all. But that's it for now.

Peace out.