Run Away With Me

I Can't Loose You

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I hope you guys enjoy.

I woke up to an empty space beside me. I realized that Grayson wasn't here. I felt my stomach drop. A part of me missed his presence. I got up and made my way to the bathroom. I had to pee really bad! I opened to the door to a naked Grayson.

"Oh my g-gosh I'm so s-sorry." I say while avoiding eye contact.

He stumbled trying to get a towel."Its fine just knock next time."he says while wrapping the towel around his waist. I couldn't stop staring. He was beautiful. I felt a sudden urge of confidence as I ran up and kissed him. He instantly wrapped his arms around me and kissed me back. He smiled through the kiss.

"Wow" I say while breaking the kiss.

He smiles than picks me up and throws me on the bed. " I hope you know that I like you. Like a lot." He straddles me and starts kissing down my neck. I let out a small moan knowing that this is the only place I ever want to be.
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The next night Grayson and I knew we had to go if we wanted to make it to California. When we started driving, Grayson was acting like a completely different person. Every time I would show him affection, he would shrug me away and act like we didn't just makeout.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean you literally said you liked me a second ago and now you don't even want to be near me." I say.

"That's not true."

"That is completely true and you know it."

"..."

"Forget it I don't care anymore. Whatever happened in that hotel, I don't care about."

He tenses his jaw. He then made a sharp right turn into this open field."You think that I don't want you, you think that I haven't thought about you every second of this trip. WELL I HAVE GODDAMN IT!"

"Well than why are you shutting me out." I say. He shrugs his shoulders. That's it. I hop out of the car.

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know but it sure as hell isn't near you."

He then grabs me by the shoulder and turns me around." I can't loose you."

"What do you mean?"

"Just get in the car and I promise you that I'll give you an explanation."

"...ok" I hesitate.

When I get in the car he sighs while rubbing his temples." Well I'm afraid if I get to attached to you, I'll be to hurt if I loose you. Ethan was the only person that made me want to be alive before you. I lost him, and I don't know what I would do if I lost  you." I start crying.

(Things are going to get steamy but it doesn't talk about sex. Just a warning)
"Hey don't cry." He says while wiping the tears off my face. He grabs my face and kisses me with a lot of passion. This is what I want. I kiss him with everything I have. I then part my lips giving him full access to my mouth. He then starts kissing down my neck. I let out sounds that I didn't know I could make. I tug at his shirt signaling for him to take it off. He takes it off and I flip him over and then start kissing down his abs. God I love his abs. I then get a little too low. I start unzipping his pants. He shrugs his pants off. He flips me over again and rips my shirt off. He then slips my pants off slowly.

Wow things were getting steamy. He looks at me with his gorgeous eyes as if asking for permission. I nod yes and he unclips my bra. He then bites my panties and slowly slips it off. He then takes his underwear off. We were both fully exposed to each other. We knew each others deepest secrets. We knew each other's flaws, and for that moment only, we both forgot our past and were happy for once.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you."