feels like im watching myself drown
and i just can't do anything to fix it
i just get to watch myself struggle
i get to feel every painful stab at my lungs
the water like fire filling me up
the words that i think filling my head
i want to scream , push myself up for air
i want someone to help me
but im drowning in the sorrow and the disappointment
let me tell you it's the worst feeling ive ever experienced
