He sat across from me wearing a black SnapBack hat, with his head down stirring the tea he had bought from the cafe we were sat in. I watched him staring intently, trying to read his face as he sighed and finally looked up at me, his hazel eyes connecting with mine. I felt butterflies shoot around in my stomach for a few seconds before it disappeared and was replaced with impatience for him. He went to say something, but closed his mouth again letting a little breath leave from his mouth. I sat back in the white metal chair i was in. "look rich I haven't got time for this, so if you have something to say, just say it!" I said moving my hands in actions along with my words. He watched me with sad eyes and then his mouth opened.
"You look gorgeous" I smiled a little and shook my head. If only he knew I was going to see Niall after this for a little get together with the lads!!
"Thanks, so is that why you dragged me here so you can tell me I look good? I say looking at him feeling anger build up inside me.
"No, well I mean yeah in a way. I miss you so much Meg, it's so hard for me being without you. . . After you left me that day so soon without any warning I felt my stomach drop and I realised that you were my rock! . . . I literally can't live without you in my life Megan! I need you to be with me again, please, please take me back and I can show you everything I did in the start! you remember those days at the beginning where we were the best couple ever and everyone commented on how cute we were together?" he said taking hold of my hands in a desperate attempt to get me to feel the words he was saying, the thing was he had got my full attention from when he said that I left him without any warning and that was kind of true I did leave him without warning! I had listened so intently to him I found myself staring into his hazel eyes and tears building up in my eyes at his words. I nodded my head in response to his words and sniffed letting a tear leave my eyes, before looking down and taking my hands out of his and wiping my eyes to compose myself. "I need you in my life Megan, but I want more than just a friend, I want and need you to be with me as a girlfriend, a partner because that's when I felt most complete, when you were mine I felt so proud every single time I was with you or someone mentioned your name around me I felt proud to say you were my girl, I just forgot how to treat you properly towards the end because I took you for granted . . . I promise you I will treat you like the gorgeous girl that you are" he said tears appearing in his eyes now. Tears were falling down my cheeks and I couldn't control them, I wiped my eyes and grabbed a tissue from the tissue holder on the table and wiped my nose with it. I leant across the table and kissed him, he took hold of the back of my head and pulled me closer to him, humming against my lips causing the biggest butterflies to erupt in my stomach as we kissed, our lips moving against eachother in the best possible way! I pulled away and smiled pressing our foreheads together as we looked at eachother smiling.
" I love you Rich and always have! You must of known how bad you were treating me though right?" I asked with our foreheads still touching. He sighed and nodded making our foreheads jiggle.
"I felt so bad afterwards everytime I did it, I was just in a bad mood all the time and I just couldn't hold my anger and you got the brunt of it because I thought I could get away with it with you for some reason, I don't know why I just did" he said closing his eyes and kissing me again. I kissed back and felt content again as I sat with the guy I loved. I pulled away and frowned at him, sitting back in my chair messing with my tissue.
"Why did you cheat on me though?" I asked frowning even more at him. He sighed and I saw him throw himself back in his chair obviously hoping I wasn't going to bring it up. He took his hat off and messed with his hair before putting it back on backwards, he looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
"I . . . I have no explanation for it, I really don't. . . She was just someone to chat to and maybe someone to sleep with if you didn't want to. She didn't mean anything to me I promise!" he said holding my hands again.
